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WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,164
So, you're feeling better, doing your best and trying to face LIFE but then you get depressed, suicidal and anxious and there you are...in the CTB zone!
Being there, as all of you know, is HELL. You just think of death and leaving this world ASAP for every single hour.
Sometimes you might wonder if your mind is healthy or you're simply going insane and about to end up in a psych ward.
Thus, the daily fight starts. You might no be bipolar like me but you have UPS and DOWNS or maybe most of your days are DOWNS.
So, what can you do to beat this "enemy"? Well, I think finding a hobby, working out, meeting new people, talking to SS members could certainly help.
It did for me. I'm supposed to die tomorrow but I won't. I feel like living for some more time and I just can't leave my dad and dog alone.
So, dear CTB zone, you can go to hell. I'll do my best not to visit you anymore.
Thanks for reading me,
Yours sincerely,
Matt
Being there, as all of you know, is HELL. You just think of death and leaving this world ASAP for every single hour.
Sometimes you might wonder if your mind is healthy or you're simply going insane and about to end up in a psych ward.
Thus, the daily fight starts. You might no be bipolar like me but you have UPS and DOWNS or maybe most of your days are DOWNS.
So, what can you do to beat this "enemy"? Well, I think finding a hobby, working out, meeting new people, talking to SS members could certainly help.
It did for me. I'm supposed to die tomorrow but I won't. I feel like living for some more time and I just can't leave my dad and dog alone.
So, dear CTB zone, you can go to hell. I'll do my best not to visit you anymore.
Thanks for reading me,
Yours sincerely,
Matt