hopeless302
Student
- Sep 11, 2022
- 110
I complain about being lonely sometimes, but it's totally my fault. I don't make small talk. I don't text back. I don't go to events I'm invited to. I hardly even leave the house unless it's work or health related. And on the off chance that I happen to be social, I usually feel exhausted after a while and want to go home. It's like a constant conflict between wanting human contact sometimes, and wanting to be completely isolated and alone. I'm a living disaster, man.
What gives me comfort is knowing that the day I ctb is growing ever closer, and all of my trivial human emotions will be meaningless in time.
What gives me comfort is knowing that the day I ctb is growing ever closer, and all of my trivial human emotions will be meaningless in time.