Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
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I wish I had the physical visceral ability to end it. I have tried in the past but my nerves have always failed me.
I have seen many celebs go by hanging so I wanted to do that because I couldn't bring myself to jump or cut or ingest any chemicals.
But my nerves don't support me. Also I have been unable to have an effective setup for either full or partial.
I know my shortcomings as a human being and I try to keep them under control but as life goes on and my physical age keeps increasing, it only gets harder and harder.
I am truly saddened or angry or depressed - depending on my daily changing situation - about my complete inability to end it.
I have seen many celebs go by hanging so I wanted to do that because I couldn't bring myself to jump or cut or ingest any chemicals.
But my nerves don't support me. Also I have been unable to have an effective setup for either full or partial.
I know my shortcomings as a human being and I try to keep them under control but as life goes on and my physical age keeps increasing, it only gets harder and harder.
I am truly saddened or angry or depressed - depending on my daily changing situation - about my complete inability to end it.