eepymumu8

eepymumu8

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Nov 5, 2024
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I'm considering a place with a high success rate and safety, (no one can find me till I CTB) regardless of the method. I'm keeping multiple options in mind.

The obvious choice is home, but I live with my sister. I worry about the shock she'd experience if she found me, and she'd still need to live in our home for a while afterward—moving immediately wouldn't be feasible.

Another option could be a hotel, but I assume the cleanup costs would be considerable, and there's a concern that the hotel might demand a significant compensation from my family left behind. It would be an inconvenience for them as well.

So, I've thought about the rooftop... My sister will find me, though not directly, and at least the house itself would be unaffected, and the rooftop's floor would make cleanup relatively easier. However, since I live in an apartment complex, there's a concern that loud noises or any sounds like vomiting might attract neighbors' attention and disrupt things, in terms of success.

Would it be better to just do it at home, even if it's selfish? If I did, I think it would be in the bathroom. What do you guys think? Which do you think is best—something you'd suggest, or one of the alternatives I've considered?

For reference, there aren't any forests or sea, or if there are, they're far away and would likely be crowded. (My country is not that big, and places with nature are rare, so they are famous tourist attractions.)
 
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I'm considering a place with a high success rate and safety, (no one can find me till I CTB) regardless of the method. I'm keeping multiple options in mind.

The obvious choice is home, but I live with my sister. I worry about the shock she'd experience if she found me, and she'd still need to live in our home for a while afterward—moving immediately wouldn't be feasible.

Another option could be a hotel, but I assume the cleanup costs would be considerable, and there's a concern that the hotel might demand a significant compensation from my family left behind. It would be an inconvenience for them as well.

So, I've thought about the rooftop... My sister will find me, though not directly, and at least the house itself would be unaffected, and the rooftop's floor would make cleanup relatively easier. However, since I live in an apartment complex, there's a concern that loud noises or any sounds like vomiting might attract neighbors' attention and disrupt things, in terms of success.

Would it be better to just do it at home, even if it's selfish? If I did, I think it would be in the bathroom. What do you guys think? Which do you think is best—something you'd suggest, or one of the alternatives I've considered?

For reference, there aren't any forests or sea, or if there are, they're far away and would likely be crowded. (My country is not that big, and places with nature are rare, so they are famous tourist attractions.)
Outside in a ditch or forest. That's my choice
 

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