Venting The agony

[chocolatebar]

Lately, I started to feel an intense agony, which grows stronger day after day. I can barely do anything anymore and I often find myself hitting the walls in despair. My entire life comes at my mind like flashbacks, remembering how old I am and how many opportunities to live something enjoyable I wasted. Even writing those words is painful and difficult. Sorry for any typos.

If I stay in this state, it's unlikely that I will be able to come here often, so I might be away for a while. If I ctb, I promise to at least say goodbye.

wish you all the best

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering, living really is painful. I wish you well.

 

[chocolatebar]

I'm sorry you are suffering, living really is painful. I wish you well.

thank you, @FuneralCry. It's comforting to read your message

 

[ClownMe]

Life is hard, the last few months ive lost all hope and nothing brings me joy anymore so I can relate to a lot of what you're saying. I hope you get better (if that's what you want), if not i hope you find freedom from this cruel world.