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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I've already told you about those days on which I was a NEET and also about those ones on which I was a SUICIDAL TEEN.

Well, now, I want to tell you about that time I was a normie/normal person.

I was about 25. I had got my degree, was in shape and even had friends and a girlfriend.

Let's say I was a "successful" human being according to the society standards. It felt great but deep down in my heart, I knew I was about to explode because none of that was real. I was always pretending to be happy and be an ordinary person but the truth was that I just found life pointless....

Then, years went by and at my 30s I finally had my mental crisis.

I quit my job, left my gf, stopped having friends and ended up all alone.

Then, I became a NEET for 3 years and now... just now... I've started to have a normal life again.

Sure, I'm still pretending because I can't just tell my students that I hate life but...things seem to be working somehow.


Anyway, tell me about you. Did you use to be a normal person? What happened?
 
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You are kinda lucky that you have ever experienced a "normal life". As for me I have never been "normal".
 
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WornOutLife

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You are kinda lucky that you have ever experienced a "normal life". As for me I have never been "normal".

Sorry to hear that, dear.
Well, let's say I was never normal but had the chance to have "a norma life".
I guess my bipolar disorder ruined everything! :(
 
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