Thank you, ss community

[Last Caress]

Hey ss, in exactly 36 hours I'll be taking my SN. Tomorrow is when I mentally and physically prepare to leave everything behind and rest, dissolve in the universe, in the heart of those i care about, especially my special one, I'll be there forever and nothing will change it.

Even tho I'm not known around, i want to thank you guys for everything you shared on the forum, it was helpful for me to know other people experiences and I'm glad I've discovered stan's guide (rest in peace stan).

My journey shouldn't be hard, i have everything except meto, although i may be using quetiapine as antiemetic, I'll also prepare more drinks in case i puke, but tomorrow I'll be fasting the whole day, maybe a coffee in the morning and ginger tea in the afternoon followed by a dry fasting 12 hours prior to drinking solution.

Thank you again, ss.

 

[JigsawFeelin]

<3 Safe passage, lovely.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you well and I hope you find the peace we all deserve.

 

[Justsad30]

Hey ss, in exactly 36 hours I'll be taking my SN. Tomorrow is when I mentally and physically prepare to leave everything behind and rest, dissolve in the universe, in the heart of those i care about, especially my special one, I'll be there forever and nothing will change it.

Even tho I'm not known around, i want to thank you guys for everything you shared on the forum, it was helpful for me to know other people experiences and I'm glad I've discovered stan's guide (rest in peace stan).

My journey shouldn't be hard, i have everything except meto, although i may be using quetiapine as antiemetic, I'll also prepare more drinks in case i puke, but tomorrow I'll be fasting the whole day, maybe a coffee in the morning and ginger tea in the afternoon followed by a dry fasting 12 hours prior to drinking solution.

Thank you again, ss.

Wishing you a peaceful journey and rest. Take care x

 

[Dead Meat]

I wish you a very peaceful and comfortable exit and may you find peace and tranquility. Lot's of Love and blessings to you

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry to hear you're leaving this world.

I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and eternal peace!!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[UterEntonaur]

I'm sorry it came to this but I hope find peace and rest well friend

 

[voyager]

Good luck! Hope everything goes well, and peace to you.

 

[Last Caress]

<3 Safe passage, lovely.

Thank you a lot, my friend!

I wish you well and I hope you find the peace we all deserve.

I appreciate!!!

Wishing you a peaceful journey and rest. Take care x

God bless your heart!

I wish you a very peaceful and comfortable exit and may you find peace and tranquility. Lot's of Love and blessings to you

I wish the same, I hope it's going to be comfortable.

I'm sorry to hear you're leaving this world.

I can do nothing but wish you lots of love and eternal peace!!

Hugs,

Matt

You're a cutie, Matt, you are my type xD Things aside, thanks a lot, I've been reading your posts and I've seen how you talk to people, I admire you! I wish you happiness

 

[All Things Must Pass]

Safe travels. No shame in reconsidering.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Safe journeys ♡♡

 

[Last Caress]

Safe travels. No shame in reconsidering.

Thanks, but I need to go... I feel this way and I embrace it, and the thought makes me happy !

Safe journeys ♡♡

Thank you beautiful soul!
Got 1 kg SN so I think I have enough

 

[S like suicide]

if there hadn't been this covid of shit, I would have joined you with pleasure, even if I don't think you were looking for a ctb partner ... anyway I wish you a painless and pleasant journey. May you find the peace you deserve :)

 

[blue_muse]

We're all here for similar reasons, but, it doesn't make it any less sad when a SS member announces that they're soon to CTB. I genuinely hope you get whatever it is you didn't get in this life, wherever you go next .

 

[Last Caress]

if there hadn't been this covid of shit, I would have joined you with pleasure, even if I don't think you were looking for a ctb partner ... anyway I wish you a painless and pleasant journey. May you find the peace you deserve :)

Yeah, that sucks, covid and shit removed all the desire to live. Thanks for your message, I'd gladly ctb with you! <3

We're all here for similar reasons, but, it doesn't make it any less sad when a SS member announces that they're soon to CTB. I genuinely hope you get whatever it is you didn't get in this life, wherever you go next .

Thanks! I appreciate <3

 

[saltshaker]

Good luck OP

 

[Last Caress]

Good luck OP

Thanks you so much! Love!

 

[Marktheghost]

Good luck.

 

[Stroopwafel.]

I wish you a safe journey

 

[Last Caress]

Good luck.

I appreciate!

I wish you a safe journey

Love you!!
12 hours until my goodbye, feeling happy!
The only aspect that saddens me is the pain my ctb will cause, but I consider it's worth 1 month of pain compared to one lifetime.
Have been talking today with close ones and they gave me advice for "the future", I gladly accepted their opinion, although...
Thanks guys!
a CTB song <3 He will always be my baby, even if I won't be here anymore, I'll be in his heart forever!!

 

[Last Caress]

2 hours before SN

 

[Last Caress]

1 hour
Thanks you for your kindness, be loved!

 

[greyhound]

Your post just radiates equanimity and calmness. Bon voyage mon ami.

 

[Last Caress]

Thank you everyone! See you on the other side! Now I'll be sleeping, i have to travel in someone's heart and stay there, forever!

I don't even feel doubtful or nervous knowing I'll take the SN, i feel a little peace and a lot of crying of love. I just love this person so much, i can't compare this love for him. The world is on a side and my love for him is in the other side.

Be blessed, this is my final message.

 

[Greenberg]

I pray you find peace, my firend!