Thank you , goodbye

[uxorious]

I've gotten a window of time to leave tomorrow night without any interruption. I was sectioned once before so this time I've waited until my friend has gone out the flat on vacation. She won't return for 2 weeks.

It was so hard to wait. My parents wanted to spend time with me this weekend and knowing it would be the last time they'd see me, I just couldn't say no........ I had dinner with them one last time tonight and tomorrow I am headed back to my flat. I will hang myself 10 pm UK time after having a bit of whiskey.

I'll be using partial suspension in the wardrobe. I tested the knots several times to make sure it would hold my weight. I am using a 10 mm cotton rope, a boom hitch knot on the wardrobe pole, and a simple slip knot on the other end. Last time I tried it I began to lose consciousness so I'm fairly confident this will work. Then again, you can never be 100%..... so you've got to just go for it at a certain point.

I know I wasn't here on SS very long but I am very grateful for this site and found support here. Thank you to @LoverofDeath for having chatted me everyday. You are certainly like the sister I never had.

To you all, I very much hope you all can find peace.. Good luck to everyone! All suffering ends one way or another; never forget that.

 

[GoneGirlXIV]

Good luck, my friend. I hope it all works out for you.

 

[Nzbeelover]

Hope you can find the peace you desire xx

 

[shadow11]

I've gotten a window of time to leave tomorrow night without any interruption. I was sectioned once before this so I've waited until my friend has gone out the flat on vacation.

It was so hard to wait. My parents wanted to spend time with me this weekend and knowing it would be the last time they'd see me, I just couldn't say no........ I had dinner with them one last time tonight and tomorrow I am headed back to my flat. I will hang myself 10 pm UK time after having a bit of whiskey.

I'll be using partial suspension in the wardrobe. I tested the knots several times to make sure it would hold my weight. I am using a 10 mm cotton rope, a boom hitch knot on the wardrobe pole, and a simple slip knot on the other end. Last time I tried it I began to lose consciousness so I'm fairly confident this will work. Then again, you can never be 100%..... so you've got to just go for it at a certain point.

I know I wasn't here on SS very long but I am very grateful for this site and found support here. Thank you to @LoverofDeath for having chatted me everyday. You are like the sister I never had.

To you all, I very much hope you all can find peace.. Good luck to everyone! All suffering ends one way or another; never forget that.

Many blessings to you may you find peace

 

[Smilla]

Good Luck dear fellow traveler.

May all your dreams come true.

Will miss you.

 

[throwaway123]

I hope you can find peace.

 

[uxorious]

I am oddly excited and nervous. Is that normal? It might be the drink talking. Enjoying a bit of whiskey as I wait.

 

[QueenEtna]

Goodbye and goodluck, hopefully it works and you find peace.

 

[LoverofDeath]

I'm gonna miss you so much, thank you so much for being there for me. I never knew I'd make a friend since I never had interest and I can't believe I made a strong bond with you. You're the older sister I never had.

You deserve love, happiness, peace and so much more <3

 

[AntiLifeEric]

Goodbye, uxorious. I hope that you find peace, wherever you go.

 

[Psychosa]

Good luck. I can relate about being excited and nervous. It's the end of life as you know it. I hope you find peace.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Good luck : )
It's going to work. No worries. Time for a rest.....

 

[MissZombie]

Hopefully that everything goes as you wish, and that it be quick and as painless as possible.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I'm gonna miss you so much, thank you so much for being there for me. I never knew I'd make a friend since I never had interest and I can't believe I made a strong bond with you. You're the older sister I never had.

You deserve love, happiness, peace and so much more <3

...Damn you two are going to make me cry....

 

[bbq1]

partial suspension eh....mmm....ok...see you Monday.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

partial suspension eh....mmm....ok...see you Monday.

What's wrong with partial suspension?

 

[bbq1]

What's wrong with partial suspension?

It seems to fail nearly everybody who tries it.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

It seems to fail nearly everybody who tries it.

That's only bc the people who "try" it are either retarded and can't pass out, or don't have the courage to kill themselves, yet.

 

[uxorious]

Good luck : )
It's going to work. No worries. Time for a rest.....

Thank you. I believe I won't fail. At the very least I'm quite sure I will pass out and won't be found for some time.

 

[akosineenee]

Good luck uxorious. I never knew you. May you finally found peace. Goodbye.

 

[uxorious]

...Damn you two are going to make me cry....

Oh maybe you're not totally "dead inside" after all then.......? :)

 

[Dead_Inside]

Thank you. I believe I won't fail. At the very least I'm quite sure I will pass out and won't be found for some time.

... It's not much, but you have whatever luck I can give you. You are going to be ok. Don't worry about the things people say. You are going to escape. Pity the rest of us.....
Grab me up on your way out ok? : )

 

[Dead_Inside]

Oh maybe you're not totally "dead inside" after all then.......? :)

True. Wish I could lie ....

 

[CRM]

I hope you find what you're looking for. Thanks for the chat and the time spent on the forum. Please report back if it doesn't work and tell us what you think went wrong. Hopefully, you won't need to.

 

[Hanger]

Good luck and a comfortable hanging. Rest in peace then

 

[RoloTomasi]

Goodluck, may you finally get that well-deserved rest.

 

[Volatile]

Goodbye Natalie Portman

 

[Tiburcio]

Good luck and safe travel.

 

[FadedMemory]

Good luck, I hope you'll find peace and happiness.

 

[Volatile]

What was the dinner with your parents like?