AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
I'm catching the bus soon, Hopefully this week.
and i just wanted to thank you guys, all of you <3

If it wasn't for SS i would never find this reliable method (SN) and it's the most peaceful method that i can possibly do.
actually; if it wasn't for SS i probably would never be able to ctb successfully and i would be stuck in this hell, I really can't thank you enough but THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

And i want to thank my dearest friend that i'm SO GREATFUL FOR @7ighway who helped me find the supplies in Saudi Arabia, @7ighway catched the bus in 14/9/2020 (with SN), i didn't say it earlier because i wasn't sure if she successfully did it or not, but after not hearing anything from her for 5 months i can coniform that she successfully did it.
Rest in peace my dear, All my love and always in my heart <3

Also, i want to thank all the members here, I'm a misanthrope so it's really hard for me to get along with society and most of the time i just don't but you guys are so sweet, supportive, loving & understanding, you made this place feel like home; the home that i've always longed for, being with you makes me feel so safe, SO GLAD i got to know you <3
we are all in the same boat and i know that it's so hard for you guys, i hope things get better for you guys whether it means ctb or even giving life another chance, i love you all and i wish i could give you a GIANT HUG ALL OF YOU <3


Thank you so much, I'm so grateful for all of you and i love you all <3
Sending you love & light and wishing you all the best :hug:
 
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aminend

aminend

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May 24, 2020
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I'm close to my ctb too. Also I'm not far from u. I'm in iran. My method is SN too. I hope ur ctb be completely peaceful. Also for me
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,624
Wow, what a compassionate post. I wish you peace. Love and light too.
 
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Keto

Student
Feb 8, 2020
107
I hope you have a peaceful journey, I'm sorry it has come to this point.
 
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woknows

Experienced
Dec 12, 2020
264
I am sorry that you found no other way. I really could use a hug:). I hope you change your mind. If not, good luck!
 
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AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
I'm close to my ctb too. Also I'm not far from u. I'm in iran. My method is SN too. I hope ur ctb be completely peaceful. Also for me
Wishing you a peaceful journey <3
 
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muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I'm so sorry it's come down to this for you, but I'm happy to hear you found compassion and support on this forum :hug: :heart:
 
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SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
Wishing you peace and love.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
Glad to hear SS was able to support you! Wishing you the best on your journey. HUGS.
 
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MindFrog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
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Hope you find the peace that you're looking for. Wishing you the best.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Wishing you peace... Rest well.:hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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NegativeSymptoms

trying to recover
Sep 4, 2019
154
❤️
 
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it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
Goodbye friend, please find peace. :heart:
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
800
I just want you to know that you mattered in life, and I'm sorry your life wasn't better. :hug:
 
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Deleted member 15256

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Feb 18, 2020
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A peaceful journey to you.
Love every single word of your post ❤️
 
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Keto

Student
Feb 8, 2020
107
RIP AprilsBlessings

I hope your journey is peaceful and you find peace you are looking for.
 
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