Thank god Christmas is over

[Adamsnolife]

Thankfully Christmas is now over. Hopefully for me, never to be seen again. Alive anyway. Christmas time has never been so special to me. Probably as the last 3 or 4 have been me in a flat alone. Bored of them now

Anyone the same?

 

[newave3]

I am 61 years old. Christmas has always been a special time of year for me. I became suicidal a few months ago because of poor physical health and now I don't care about Christmas or anything else in this life.

 

[Ricky1@@]

Thankfully Christmas is now over. Hopefully for me, never to be seen again. Alive anyway. Christmas time has never been so special to me. Probably as the last 3 or 4 have been me in a flat alone. Bored of them now

Anyone the same?

Merry

 

[whywere]

I am 64 years young and I have never liked christmas. I had crappy "parents" who did nothing for Christmas and all this time it is always by myself and it stinks.

 

[LadyApple]

Thankfully Christmas is now over. Hopefully for me, never to be seen again. Alive anyway. Christmas time has never been so special to me. Probably as the last 3 or 4 have been me in a flat alone. Bored of them now

Anyone the same?

Yeah, I feel the same. I was all alone in my dark apartment. I laid in bed all day. When I woke up it was already 9 pm and all dark outside, and in my heart too. I made a wish for this Christmas to be the last one I ever spent alone. I will kill myself before it happens again next year. It feels like life is constantly bitch slapping me. I am so lonely that I wish someone could come to rape me or kill me before or afterwards, or whatever I don't care. At least I have some human interactions.

 

[Skathon]

...only in certain countries.

 

[Cherrypea]

Hallelujah to that.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

It's not. It's still second Christmas day here.

 

[_Kaira_]

Easily the worst Christmas for me to date. I used to love it. Not anymore, that's for sure..

 

[greebo6]

Me.
It has been my last one.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

I'm not alone, but I kinda wish I was alone. I explained why in another recent post.... :/ I'm glad it's over too.