Tell me something good: SN chronicles

[ojinzo]

Weirdly, I'm really getting a lot more afraid than I anticipated. I also keep reading bad stuff on here about the SN method that I hope is not true. From suffocating in my saliva to gagging so loud I'll sounded like a dying cat which may cause the hotel to hear me. And finally, the darkness and nothingness. I respect everyone's wishes beyond this life but total darkness and/or nothingness freak me out.

Tell me something good about the SN method today, please? Restore my resolve to do it without fear. I know a few undercover lifers will continue to terrify me with their comments but I'm hoping a few can say something good about the method

 

[wljourney]

If the method was so terrible it wouldn't be so popular.
It also wouldn't result in so many warnings from health organizations about its popularity and severe consequences.
Hospitals around here have been advised to stock up on methylene blue because of SN gaining momentum in the past 4 years.

Always remember:
anxiety is one of the major health problems that people on this forum share. That includes anxiety about CTB and their chosen methods. It's like glue. When you struggle with anxiety it also often leads to being overly worried about things that could happen (even though unlikely).

Always ask yourself:
Is it possible?
How likely is it?
Have you taken steps to lessen the likelihood / impact?

As long as you do everything you can to lessen the likelihood of things going wrong, you have done enough.
The only thing standing in your way is your mind that is biologically primed to keep you alive. That's its job. So you do your job and that's all you can do.

Best wishes.

PS: Nothingness. I compare it to what it was like before I was born. I can't remember or recall any of that nothingness. It actually sounds really soothing to me. Deep, everlasting sleep. What could be better?

 

[madebrief]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/survived-my-sn-last-june.52780/

Fave SN story.

 

[Hope:-)]

With thinking about it for so long, it's more likely we are over reacting.

Edited because what I first wrote didn't make sense...

 

[FuneralCry]

Many people have succeeded with SN so of course it's a reliable method. Death is not something to be scared of as we simply cease to exist. There is nothing to fear as we wont be there. Fear is an emotion only experienced by the living and not the dead. Non existence is the absence of absolutely everything and in death there is no more suffering, no more problems, instead there's just peaceful eternal sleep.

 

[wljourney]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/survived-my-sn-last-june.52780/

Fave SN story.

Oh wow. That's intense. And interesting.
I suppose in 2020 word hadn't gotten around yet about SN/methblue.
Thanks for sharing. Hadn't seen that yet.

 

[Dot]

Oh wow. That's intense. And interesting.
I suppose in 2020 word hadn't gotten around yet about SN/methblue.
Thanks for sharing. Hadn't seen that yet.

'Orderd easly onlne'

Defntly 2020

 

[ManicPanic2018]

Isn't SN practically guaranteed fatal with the correct done and providing you are not found and saved?

From what I understand any potential SN death rattle is less like "A dying cat" and could probably be passed off as sounding like someone struggling in their sleep or something.

Providing that your SI doesn't kick in immediately and you go tell someone to save you, SN sounds like one of the best ways out there. Albeit knowing you'll have about 15 and 30 minutes where you know you are going to die before you go unconscious sounds fucking hard, if you can find a way to make peace with it or can drug yourself up enough not to care... I'd say it sounds pretty good.

Plus if your SI kicks in and / or things do fail somehow, the potential long term health effects from your attempt? Pretty much 0, if I recall. Don't know many other methods where that's the case.

 

[Mofreeko]

Oh wow. That's intense. And interesting.
I suppose in 2020 word hadn't gotten around yet about SN/methblue.
Thanks for sharing. Hadn't seen that yet.

despite the recent articles about it, it's still a VERY rare method. I think about 25 people tried it last year in the US. In contrast Approximately 4500 people accidentally or intentionally overdosed on tylenol, and that's just one over the counter drug. Combine that with all the other things out there people could poison themselves with and SN is the tiniest fraction of that total. It wouldn't be surprising to me at all for some doctors and nurses to have never come across a case of SN even to this day.

 

[Елена]

Я знаю, что ты имеешь в виду, приятель((( Меня просто переполняет страх. Я нахожусь в ситуации, когда неудача невозможна. Последствия для меня, если меня спасут, будут ужасны во всех смыслах. Я никак не могу потерпеть неудачу. Но ,черт,нет никаких гарантий.Иногда мне кажется,что все зависит от грёбаной судьбы.У кого получится,а у кого нет.Ох уж эти мучения.Кроме того,я не в состоянии выйти из дома.Я знаю,что когда я все готово, нет уверенности, что я приму решение или что ситуация позволит мне это сделать.

 

[rmack88]

despite the recent articles about it, it's still a VERY rare method. I think about 25 people tried it last year in the US. In contrast Approximately 4500 people accidentally or intentionally overdosed on tylenol, and that's just one over the counter drug. Combine that with all the other things out there people could poison themselves with and SN is the tiniest fraction of that total. It wouldn't be surprising to me at all for some doctors and nurses to have never come across a case of SN even to this day.

Tylenol is a tough way to try. Long process and no where near quick or peaceful versus SN.

 

[Mofreeko]

Tylenol is a tough way to try. Long process and no where near quick or peaceful versus SN.

Oh I don't doubt it. I was just using it to compare how rare SN as a method actually is.

 

[wljourney]

despite the recent articles about it, it's still a VERY rare method. I think about 25 people tried it last year in the US. In contrast Approximately 4500 people accidentally or intentionally overdosed on tylenol, and that's just one over the counter drug. Combine that with all the other things out there people could poison themselves with and SN is the tiniest fraction of that total. It wouldn't be surprising to me at all for some doctors and nurses to have never come across a case of SN even to this day.

That's very true. If you do a search on twitter for SN you'll find a handful of doctors reporting that they just saw their first case of SN poisoning... I am pretty sure many smaller (rural) hospitals don't even carry enough methylene blue for such an incident.

 

[iltloml]

That's very true. If you do a search on twitter for SN you'll find a handful of doctors reporting that they just saw their first case of SN poisoning... I am pretty sure many smaller (rural) hospitals don't even carry enough methylene blue for such an incident.

That was a terrible idea to search for on twitter. So basically if you fail you will end up getting cancer from it is what I found out.

 

[Dot]

That was a terrible idea to search for on twitter. So basically if you fail you will end up getting cancer from it is what I found out.

Hve hrd ppl sy ths bt hw d/ thy knw lng-trm effcts if methd = nw

 

[iltloml]

Hve hrd ppl sy ths bt hw d/ thy knw lng-trm effcts if methd = nw

Wouldn't know for years more than likely. You would have to find a bunch of people that have failed this method years and years ago and see what their quality of life is now.

 

[wljourney]

That was a terrible idea to search for on twitter. So basically if you fail you will end up getting cancer from it is what I found out.

That's the beauty of Twitter's logarithm I guess.
Appears your search results are not the ones Twitter shows me. LOL
Sorry 'bout that.

 

[iltloml]

That's the beauty of Twitter's logarithm I guess.
Appears your search results are not the ones Twitter shows me. LOL
Sorry 'bout that.

All my algorithm showed me is endless post about colon cancer linked to sodium nitrite.

 

[Dot]

All my algorithm showed me is endless post about colon cancer linked to sodium nitrite.

Tht mght hve bn frm lng-trm cnsumptn of curd meats

 

[Mofreeko]

All my algorithm showed me is endless post about colon cancer linked to sodium nitrite.

That's in cured meats. Once the meat is cured it's not sodium nitrite anymore it converts into nitric oxide, which reacts with myoglobin (muscle pigment) to produce the red or pink cured color in cured meat. And even then there's no real proof nitric oxide causes cancer because there aren't many, if any, studies on it.

 

[iltloml]

That's in cured meats. Once the meat is cured it's not sodium nitrite anymore it converts into nitric oxide, which reacts with myoglobin (muscle pigment) to produce the red or pink cured color in cured meat. And even then there's no real proof nitric oxide causes cancer because there aren't many, if any, studies on it.

Okay that is tell me something good haha. That's great information thanks for that. I was freaked out there a sec.

 

[Cathy Ames]

Tell me something good about the SN method today, please? Restore my resolve to do it without fear. I know a few undercover lifers will continue to terrify me with their comments but I'm hoping a few can say something good about the method

I think it is against the forum rules to encourage a person to CTB. I know at least one one of our mods has banned a person for seeking encouragement.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/survived-my-sn-last-june.52780/

Fave SN story.

I somehow hadn't seen that before. Thanks for sharing.

 

[👁️👃👁️]

despite the recent articles about it, it's still a VERY rare method. I think about 25 people tried it last year in the US. In contrast Approximately 4500 people accidentally or intentionally overdosed on tylenol, and that's just one over the counter drug. Combine that with all the other things out there people could poison themselves with and SN is the tiniest fraction of that total. It wouldn't be surprising to me at all for some doctors and nurses to have never come across a case of SN even to this day.

It's really not that rare. It's a newer method so it hasn't gained that much attention yet. There have been hundreds and hundreds of people on this forum that have used it. I'm in suicide survivor groups and there are a bunch of people who have lost a loved one to it.

That was a terrible idea to search for on twitter. So basically if you fail you will end up getting cancer from it is what I found out.

They're probably saying this because it causes cancer. I don't really know I don't think any of us do but they do know that sodium nitrite does cause cancer. It's in a lot of the foods we eat.

How Bad Is Sodium Nitrate for You? Carcinogen Food Additive

Sodium nitrate may help fight harmful bacteria in cured and processed meats, however, overconsumption can lead to cancer, neurological illnesses and heart diseases.

www.medicinenet.com

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Tell me something good about the SN method today, please?

It's cheaper than N.

 

[Euthanza]

SN brings instant death, reliability and peacefulness score is 7/10, it's like godsend substance. Since they banned Nembutal, Nitrite becomes like a miracle

 

[Mofreeko]

SN brings instant death, reliability and peacefulness score is 7/10, it's like godsend substance. Since they banned Nembutal, Nitrite becomes like a miracle

Instant? It's a good method, but you don't have to overhype it. I think the time to unconsciousness averages to be around 20 minutes after taking 25g. Death occurs anywhere from 40 minutes to 4 hours after that.

 

[Euthanza]

Instant? It's a good method, but you don't have to overhype it. I think the time to unconsciousness averages to be around 20 minutes after taking 25g. Death occurs anywhere from 40 minutes to 4 hours after that.

Below 2 hours, is instant.

 

[Mofreeko]

Below 2 hours, is instant.

What?

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Instant? It's a good method, but you don't have to overhype it. I think the time to unconsciousness averages to be around 20 minutes after taking 25g. Death occurs anywhere from 40 minutes to 4 hours after that.

Death usually occurs in under an hour.

 

[makethepainstop]

Weirdly, I'm really getting a lot more afraid than I anticipated. I also keep reading bad stuff on here about the SN method that I hope is not true. From suffocating in my saliva to gagging so loud I'll sounded like a dying cat which may cause the hotel to hear me. And finally, the darkness and nothingness. I respect everyone's wishes beyond this life but total darkness and/or nothingness freak me out.

Tell me something good about the SN method today, please? Restore my resolve to do it without fear. I know a few undercover lifers will continue to terrify me with their comments but I'm hoping a few can say something good about the method

One must plan to the nth degree to be certain of achieving the desired results. If one does not follow the regimen, success might not occur. As for telling you something good I got my sn and I have my antacids. I have my THC gummies and a boat load of Seroquel to help things go smoothly. On the inside, I'm rubbing my hands together and cackling with glee. I feel positively intoxicated that I am in control, no one and no force on the planet will be able to interfere once I hit the commit button. I will ctb when I begin the sequence. The pains shall all be gone. :)
On the outside people think I'm just so happy, the idiots haven't a clue.