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toomanyminds

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Oct 7, 2023
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Hey there

I have enough Elavil to definitely die, and will take MCP to keep it down. I don't want to suffer though. The protocol I read suggests taking 500 mg of diazepam and 25 mg of lorazepam to sleep through the whole thing. I only have 350 mg of diazepam and 20 mg of lorazepam, though. I can combine with 40 mg of Eszopiclone/Lunivia and 50 mg of Zolpidem. And a lot of Benadryl. Will this be enough to sleep through the whole thing? Deep enough, and long enough? How long would 8 g of Elavil take to kill a person of 130 lbs? Hours, or days?

I am really scared, but I don't have a lot of time for another plan.
Only other option would be to get very drunk, take sleeping pills and fall asleep in the cold ocean. But I think I would wake up from the cold or if I get water in my lungs and still consciously experience a painful death. I am so scared.
 

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