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Lil_Intro_Vert
she/they
- Oct 15, 2018
- 195
I have a friend that today broke down during lunch and explained to me how shitty her life was, and how hard it was for her to want to live. She said it was really hard for her to find a point in getting through the suffering she's going through. I did my best to comfort her, and I told her she's just gotta get through the short hell of high school so that she can be freer to live her life in college. I told her there's hope, and that there is a point to life. And it feels weird that I'm able to say it, like I believe it, even though I've attempted suicide before and am only sticking around because I don't want to hurt people, and the people I don't want to hurt are making life bearable for now. I know it won't last, people move, relationships change and fall, but i know i gotta stay for now. But i think the reason I was able to say what i said to her realtively honestly, was that i believe that she can find hope, that she can find a reason. She's so strong and been through so much, and she's been able to hold on. I truly think she has the capability to lead a happy and successful life. But for me, i feel hopeless. A hypocrite I am, but hopefully a helpful one
Venting it all here cause i got no one else lol, very thankful for this website and all you lovely people
Venting it all here cause i got no one else lol, very thankful for this website and all you lovely people