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hamtaro
Paragon
- Oct 8, 2022
- 949
I want to ctb due to physical reasons.
Straight up asked my mom today, "If I plan a way, would you stop me?"
The response was...well, I don't know what I was hoping for.
"I won't help you, and I don't want it done in my house." Then a lot of religious talk, that I just want to give up, don't want to try (which is not true; I've attempted all meds suggested so far, attempted to add new foods into my diet, etc.), we're going to keep pushing forward with treatments and uplifting thoughts and turning it over to Jesus, and so, so much more.
Long story short, I thought the nitrogen method would give best results, but if I can't set up/keep the equipment here where I live (with the parents due to financial/health reasons), then it's not really feasible anymore, is it?
Guess I should've labeled this as a vent. Open to thoughts & suggestions (already have enough prayers aimed at me
).
Straight up asked my mom today, "If I plan a way, would you stop me?"
The response was...well, I don't know what I was hoping for.
"I won't help you, and I don't want it done in my house." Then a lot of religious talk, that I just want to give up, don't want to try (which is not true; I've attempted all meds suggested so far, attempted to add new foods into my diet, etc.), we're going to keep pushing forward with treatments and uplifting thoughts and turning it over to Jesus, and so, so much more.
Long story short, I thought the nitrogen method would give best results, but if I can't set up/keep the equipment here where I live (with the parents due to financial/health reasons), then it's not really feasible anymore, is it?
Guess I should've labeled this as a vent. Open to thoughts & suggestions (already have enough prayers aimed at me
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