darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
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Another evening crying.
Hankering after my love who couldn't give a monkeys about me, breaking my heart again.
I read that post about N in Peru the other day and know that's what I need to do.
Go there, get it, do it.
Peacefully, effectively. My dream death.
But when?
Is there ever a good time?
Maybe just when the flights are cheapest hey? I wouldn't be able to wing any time away from 'the family' for a while as I am a going on holiday already next month.
It gave me so much hope though reading that post, knowing there might be a way. A painless, reliable way.
Hankering after my love who couldn't give a monkeys about me, breaking my heart again.
I read that post about N in Peru the other day and know that's what I need to do.
Go there, get it, do it.
Peacefully, effectively. My dream death.
But when?
Is there ever a good time?
Maybe just when the flights are cheapest hey? I wouldn't be able to wing any time away from 'the family' for a while as I am a going on holiday already next month.
It gave me so much hope though reading that post, knowing there might be a way. A painless, reliable way.
