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Dema

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Apr 13, 2020
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Hi everyone. My SN is arriving the next week and in the meanwhile I tried to find a way to get antiemetics without going to the doctor but I couldn't find anything. To get some meto I would have to wait months, and I don't know if I can do that. As every day goes by, my suicidal thoughts become way more persistent and uncontrollable.

I was wondering what is the worst that could happen if I take SN without anything. Thanks for the help guys, this forum is the only joy that I've had in years.
 
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Jacky123

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Hi Dema, In my opinion it is not a good idea to take the SN without the antiemetics. If you vomit and the dose SN is not fully ingested your CTB can fail and you can suffer serious organ damage.

Have you ever looked on the darknet to purschase them? there are some vendors that sell them with escrow and they are not very expensive.
 
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Could you travel to a country where you can get them OTC? Like a short trip.
 
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autumnal

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I would also strongly recommend antiemetics. While an attempt can still be successful even if vomiting occurs, it is distressing and lacks peacefulness. If you do choose to attempt without antiemetics, I would make sure you have two full backup doses prepared to take in case vomiting occurs after your first or second dose.

What country are you in? You may find some more information on obtaining meto if you search the forum for meto and the name of your country. Also, as the other member responded, there are online sources. These include both normal online pharmaceutical sites, as well as the more shady darknet vendors. I would certainly suggest trying the first before the second.

If your reference to waiting months to obtain meto is due to Covid-19 restrictions on visiting your doctor, do they offer telephone consultations or other alternatives?
 
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HelensNepenthe

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Jan 17, 2019
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Hi Dema, In my opinion it is not a good idea to take the SN without the antiemetics. If you vomit and the dose SN is not fully ingested your CTB can fail and you can suffer serious organ damage.
Would you mind clarifying where you've read SN attempts that have failed causing serious organ damage? There are very few incidents, if any, that report long-term organ damage caused by ingestion of SN.
 
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Dema

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Apr 13, 2020
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Hi Dema, In my opinion it is not a good idea to take the SN without the antiemetics. If you vomit and the dose SN is not fully ingested your CTB can fail and you can suffer serious organ damage.

Have you ever looked on the darknet to purschase them? there are some vendors that sell them with escrow and they are not very expensive.

I thought about that but honestly I'd like to get my meds in a legal way. I live in a particular situation, and if the police finds out I ordered something on the darkweb they are gonna hurt the only person that I care about.
 
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Mar 31, 2020
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I'm going to ctb without antiemetics because I can't get them. The only thing that's really necessary is the SN. It's riskier in terms of vomiting or having an unpleasant experience, but it will still get the job done if you choose to go that route
Hi Dema, In my opinion it is not a good idea to take the SN without the antiemetics. If you vomit and the dose SN is not fully ingested your CTB can fail and you can suffer serious organ damage.

Have you ever looked on the darknet to purschase them? there are some vendors that sell them with escrow and they are not very expensive.
Do you have a source for this? I've never seen anything about it. SN is lethal at very low doses
 
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We are on the same boat dude. I have no idea have can I get any antiemetics, and I'm desperate enough to try it without them.
 
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