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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
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i've tried swallowing a blade once not too long ago but i couldn't keep it down so i ended up coughing it up, i haven't looked into it too much since that time but it does seem rather unusual yet appealing as it can very well cause some pretty extensive internal injuries that can lead to death.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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Sounds agonizing… unique method, I'll give you that
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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Really nasty way to go. Painful infections and bleeding. I can't imagine why you would want to do this.
 
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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
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Yeah...fuck that lol
 
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dyingalone123

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Sep 8, 2021
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Jesus Christ
 
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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
49
Really nasty way to go. Painful nfections and bleeding. I can't imagine why you would want to do this.
i'm just desperate too many limits on other things
 
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BloodyNobody

BloodyNobody

AshIsOurPurestForm✨
May 25, 2021
62
My throat hurts just imagining it
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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They do that in prisons but to me it is really really a desperate way to go. I rather stay alive
 
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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
49
My throat hurts just imagining it
the hardest part was getting myself to put it in my mouth in the first place and then swallowing ye def not convenient
They do that in prisons but to me it is really really a desperate way to go. I rather stay alive
ye that's where i got the idea from although i understand there are more convenient and less excruciating ways to go somehow this idea still stuck to me
 
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Deadweight

Deadweight

It's spilling out of me
Nov 10, 2021
74
I met a girl that was constantly in and out of hospital for swallowing things. I saw an x-ray of her stomach after one time she swallowed a steak knife. Maybe don't go down that road.
 
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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
My dad told me you have to coat it with something. Like wrap it with cotton or something. He was in prison for almost ten years. He saw lots of people kill themselves in different ways.
 
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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
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My dad told me you have to coat it with something. Like wrap it with cotton or something. He was in prison for almost ten years. He saw lots of people kill themselves in different ways.
damn that's a lot of shit to have to go through, but ye that's a good tip to coat it bc if not it would ultimately damage the vocal cords and probably not cause enough damage to other organs
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
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please don't do it, there are better ways and i bet you will most likely survive, on top you risk long-term damage and as already said, infections are not fun
 
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alwaysdopesick

alwaysdopesick

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
This is a common magic trick that I've never heard associated with suicide
 
Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
please don't do it, there are better ways and i bet you will most likely survive, on top you risk long-term damage and as already said, infections are not fun
Yeah. To add on. My dad said the guys who attempted the razor blade thing died from staph and MRSA infection not the blade itself.
Plus ur not in prison. You will be treated to avoid the staph and MRSA.
So we will live and be in more physical pain that will prevent you from fuTure attempts
 
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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
49
very valid point thank you for that
Yeah. To add on. My dad said the guys who attempted the razor blade thing died from staph and MRSA infection not the blade itself.
Plus ur not in prison. You will be treated to avoid the staph and MRSA.
So we will live and be in more physical pain that will prevent you from fuTure attempts
very valid point
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I have never heard of anyone ctb that way. It does sound like a horrible way to go. I understand the feeling of desperation though, it is cruel how we are denied peaceful methods..
 
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redwaymilk

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Nov 28, 2021
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i've tried swallowing a blade once not too long ago but i couldn't keep it down so i ended up coughing it up, i haven't looked into it too much since that time but it does seem rather unusual yet appealing as it can very well cause some pretty extensive internal injuries that can lead to death.
Please please please dont do this. This and self immolation are two of the worst ways to go. And like toonloon said, the blade is not what kills you. Esophageal Rupture, Brochoesophageal fistula, Retroperitoneal Abscess, Acute Mediastinitis, other soft tissue infections of the head and neck are what kill you. And they are very slow and very painful deaths.
 
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deathismymeaning

did not consent to being alive
Nov 19, 2021
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Please please please dont do this. This and self immolation are two of the worst ways to go. And like toonloon said, the blade is not what kills you. Esophageal Rupture, Brochoesophageal fistula, Retroperitoneal Abscess, Acute Mediastinitis, other soft tissue infections of the head and neck are what kill you. And they are very slow and very painful deaths.
really thankful for this community and your guys' support honestly thank you :)
 
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