Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Oh, no. A forty quid taxi recon.
This looks survivable. I am desperate,though.
This looks to be a better spot.
Most people die here from head injuries on hitting the rocks. Others drown.
Said to be 200ft high. Can't see it myself.
 

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plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
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Yes it would do the job, amazing strength if you can. Usually 60 metres will do the job, the ground does the rest
 
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existence is futile
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that would work yes, what a beautiful location, were in the world is it?
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Oh,thank you. Have been walking along the cliffs,trying to find the spot with the most rocks below and without curvatures that will break my fall.
Wish I could say,but y'know- do gooders.
O.K. then...
Just got to psyche myself up a little.
ETA It's actually a little tricky to see any impediments. Have to view from several angles.
Not gona rush. Must get this right.
There's a lady,kind of loitering. Hope she doesn't have a sense what I'm about..
Am still here.
She is still there. Wow. What a busy body.
Oh ffs she called the police
 

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Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Oh guess where I am omg
In a police car with a riot van leading the way.
 
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ApproachingDeath

ApproachingDeath

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Oh guess where I am omg
In a police car with a riot van leading the way.
Did the lady call the police on you? What happened?
 
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Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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She saw this.Felt I was up on the cliffs too long. Called the police. It's O.K. am in this small hospital thing. They looked at it,want me to go to ER.
Have let me go.
Oh,damn the photo did not upload.
 
ApproachingDeath

ApproachingDeath

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She saw this.Felt I was up on the cliffs too long. Called the police. It's O.K. am in this small hospital thing. They looked at it,want me to go to ER.
Have let me go.
Oh,damn the photo did not upload.
Likely she was contemplating CTB if she saw this thread...?
 
Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
Am heading back to cliffs.
Omg the police called the taxi firm.
I wanted to go back to cliffs.
Not the police are at the taxi firm
I will havd to explain all this later. My head is spinning. Just what the f
 
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Jul 10, 2019
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Am heading back to cliffs.
Omg the police called the taxi firm.
I wanted to go back to cliffs.
Not the police are at the taxi firm
I will havd to explain all this later. My head is spinning. Just what the f
Im so confused. Did the police section you. You say er but thats uk cops
Where in the uk are you
 
ssaaahmo

ssaaahmo

Experienced
May 18, 2020
219
well shit
that's a sticky situation to be in
hope things can work out
it must be scary to have the cops called on you
was it very scary?? it would be for me
hope you can jump for joy soon
okay sorry i'll leave now
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Finally,got somewhere to catch up.
The police took me to a small hospital to have a wound looked at That was the photo I tried to post. It didn't show.
So,after they looked at it,I was free to leave. They'd called a taxi and I told driver to take me back to the cliffs. Next thing I know,the cops have called the taxi firm,and the taxi rank owner is saying not to take me there because the cops were saying they were concerned and stuff.
At the same time,a female cop calls my mobile (the police know this from a previous occasion).
I answer all her questions regarding my wellbeing,but am perplexed,because I was not detained or anything. Free to go anywhere I like...
Then,after I think everything is cool,the cops actually showed up at the taxi firm,demanding that I be driven straight to the police station.
Wtf? And the taxi driver was wtf?
The police then detain me under a section 136.
Apparently,the nurse who looked at the wound on my neck,told them that I had refused treatment and as I left,said "I'm off to finish what I started this morning"
Utter poppycock. Hang on this is getting too long and I'm typing without thinking or reading it back. It 's messy.
 
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Finally,got somewhere to catch up.
The police took me to a small hospital to have a wound looked at That was the photo I tried to post. It didn't show.
So,after they looked at it,I was free to leave. They'd called a taxi and I told driver to take me back to the cliffs. Next thing I know,the cops have called the taxi firm,and the taxi rank owner is saying not to take me there because the cops were saying they were concerned and stuff.
At the same time,a female cop calls my mobile (the police know this from a previous occasion).
I answer all her questions regarding my wellbeing,but am perplexed,because I was not detained or anything. Free to go anywhere I like...
Then,after I think everything is cool,the cops actually showed up at the taxi firm,demanding that I be driven straight to the police station.
Wtf? And the taxi driver was wtf?
The police then detain me under a section 136.
Apparently,the nurse who looked at the wound on my neck,told them that I had refused treatment and as I left,said "I'm off to finish what I started this morning"
Utter poppycock. Hang on this is getting too long and I'm typing without thinking or reading it back. It 's messy.

firstly its not too long, you are explaining a situation, yes it may be messy but it makes sense in its own way
they don't always detain you, sometimes its a check over in hospital before letting you out. So whats the plan now? You can talk your way out of a 136 if you really want too
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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What actually happened was,the nurse said she may be able to stitch it,but it'd be rough. She sent a photo of the cut to the surgeon in the General hospital.
Bear in mind,none of this was at my behest.
Obviously,I wasn't about to bother getting that stitched if I'm about to jump off a frigging cliff. Anyway,this has gone off on a massive tangent,with the neck wound.
The surgeon said,he felt the need to see it and it needed FX or something like that.
I said "O.K. can I make my way to the General Hospital (Yes,I do say ER without thinking,as a Brit lol) later? It cost me 40 quid to get here and I'd like to get back to the day I was enjoying before the cops showed up...
In other words,it was a amicable. The General Hospital is in another town,frigging miles away.
All a moot point now
So,after the 136,the po-po drove me to the GeneralHospital.
Got the wound stitched. Ffs the surgeon himself looked at it and said he proposed two options for treating it,leave it open,it'll form a scab and heal...
(What I was doing)
Then they took me to the 136 holding cell thingy.
Will be assessed soon. 136 is only 24 hours.
No biggie.
 

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Sent you a pm
 
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Saed

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Talk my way out of the 136? It was like "bam",implemented the moment the taxi driver got to the station,so.
It'll be fine.If I get to see a doctor tonight,should be home by morning.
 
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Talk my way out of the 136? It was like "bam",implemented the moment the taxi driver got to the station,so.
It'll be fine.If I get to see a doctor tonight,should be home by morning.

I know where you are, been there myself, i know the room you are in.
They are pretty ok down there. I was sent in at 2am discharges at 5pm
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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ETA The quote function is not working for me.
"She saw this" means the wound on my neck,now I remember. I took a photo,but it did not attach to the post. "She saw this",wound depicted in photo.

I spent too long on the cliff looking at the craggy surfaces,protrusions,slopes,slants,rocks,best point to jump from,I guess.
Wish I'd taken more photos,now.
One thing is sure. I can jump. When the police were guarding me in the hospital,it's like I had a blazing need to get back up there.
 
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ETA The quote function is not working for me.
"She saw this" means the wound on my neck,now I remember. I took a photo,but it did not attach to the post. "She saw this",wound depicted in photo.

I spent too long on the cliff looking at the craggy surfaces,protrusions,slopes,slants,rocks,best point to jump from,I guess.
Wish I'd taken more photos,now.
One thing is sure. I can jump. When the police were guarding me in the hospital,it's like I had a blazing need to get back up there.

Rest up tonight you are not going any where!
My preference is jumping but getting to cliffs isn't easy,
That view being the last thing you will ever see. Just amazing
 
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kinzokukae

get me out of here
Apr 30, 2020
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hope you don't get into any more trouble once you're out (:
 
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rhiino

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May 13, 2020
486
Wow, this is the perfect example how gruesome society is. They won't even let you kill yourself when you want to.
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
They released me,and I got home about an hour ago. It's gone 3.00am. Best try get some sleep.
What a day.
 
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Nov 20, 2018
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Shit, dude I live in the wrong country. I spent the day in an ER for a non suicidal self injury against my will and it cost me $800.
 
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ApproachingDeath

ApproachingDeath

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May 23, 2020
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They released me,and I got home about an hour ago. It's gone 3.00am. Best try get some sleep.
What a day.
you have had a rough day! I'm glad you're home now. Sleep well, and I hope you're able to find some peace soon!
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
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Would rather not learn the hard way that it is.Looking down it doesn't look that far to fall,and you find yourself imagining the consequences of hitting a certain rock a certain way.
ETA: The fact some people have drowned after making the jump tells you it's survivable. They don't jump in such a way they hit the rocks,maybe the tide is also a factor.
Thank you all so much for being with me today.
At least,when I go back,I don't have to dick about,looking for the right spot.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Hi and wow, what a day indeed! Regards the jump it's the sand that concerns me but I don't really know how much a factor beaches are (and what if pebbly?)
 
Saed

Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
Hi and wow, what a day indeed! Regards the jump it's the sand that concerns me but I don't really know how much a factor beaches are (and what if pebbly?)
There are loads of rocks and stones,mate
 

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