ctbcat
Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday & Everyday Is Stupid
- Jul 14, 2023
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i feel like no one understands the general terror i feel towards surveillance. some coach i work w/ tried to frame it as a control issue. maybe it could be, but i can't just boil things down to that when i know how things have changed. the world has slowly been swallowed up by cameras - otherwise remote areas are livestreamed for 24 hours or shot overhead by drones. when you're not behind a camera (or at least in front of a hopefully taped over one) you're still leaving a footprint for marketing materials. you havent gotten to know me, why should you know what kind of shit i'm into? even when there is a reason to collect other data i feel disgusted. every single day i feel like i betray myself, pushed into giving this piece of information away or that one without being able to assess the longterm ramifications of it. i guess stress is the mind-killer - it'll explain why i've gotten so dumb.
it's ironic to post this on a forum without a cookie opt-out but i digress
it's ironic to post this on a forum without a cookie opt-out but i digress