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GirlN
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- Jan 9, 2020
- 18
Hi!
The last months I sort of think I have been getting somewhat better. I think this is also because I've started on medications for depression.
The suicide thoughts are like coming and going, but right now I feel it a lot.
Today is my first day of vacation after starting in a job with home office.
The whole day I`ve been feeling so restless.
I`ve tried to contact a friend to see if she wanted to meet up but she was gonna travel home.
I`ve tried to get in touch with some others but one of them doesn`t even answer the phone.
So right now I'm sitting at home alone and I am just so bored.
I don`t mind sitting at home alone usually, but it's just that today I really wanted to do something.
I sat wondering, would anyone really care if I just dissapeared.
I have SN in the cabinet I have the biggest urge to just take it and end it.
Anyone got any tips on what I should do to not feel this way?
The last months I sort of think I have been getting somewhat better. I think this is also because I've started on medications for depression.
The suicide thoughts are like coming and going, but right now I feel it a lot.
Today is my first day of vacation after starting in a job with home office.
The whole day I`ve been feeling so restless.
I`ve tried to contact a friend to see if she wanted to meet up but she was gonna travel home.
I`ve tried to get in touch with some others but one of them doesn`t even answer the phone.
So right now I'm sitting at home alone and I am just so bored.
I don`t mind sitting at home alone usually, but it's just that today I really wanted to do something.
I sat wondering, would anyone really care if I just dissapeared.
I have SN in the cabinet I have the biggest urge to just take it and end it.
Anyone got any tips on what I should do to not feel this way?