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Dutchyala
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- Mar 6, 2021
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I ordered SN but is going to take a while to come. I'm feeling very anxious today I can't take it anymore.
I cut the screen out of the window before and I can't stop thinking of jumping and being terrified at the thought of surviving by chance. There are iron circles (sorry I don't know how it is called in English) stuck on the wall outside my window, used for the screen protector. I have a 3 meters rope. I'm thinking of tying the rope there and trying to hang myself.
I live on the 14th floor. What are the chances of breaking my neck if I jump outside? If I don't CTB at once someone will likely find me before I die, might as well fall in front of someone's window and it's going to be more painful and traumatizing than jumping to the floor.
I could try to do a partial hanging from inside where no one will find me until it's too late but I probably going to fail at it because I suck at everything. Can someone help me with how to do it more efficiently?
Thank you for any help
*Edited and added later: Never mind the drop hanging. I just read and won't risk something going wrong. It's better to just jump. But I appreciate any help in partial hanging and experiences shared.
I cut the screen out of the window before and I can't stop thinking of jumping and being terrified at the thought of surviving by chance. There are iron circles (sorry I don't know how it is called in English) stuck on the wall outside my window, used for the screen protector. I have a 3 meters rope. I'm thinking of tying the rope there and trying to hang myself.
I live on the 14th floor. What are the chances of breaking my neck if I jump outside? If I don't CTB at once someone will likely find me before I die, might as well fall in front of someone's window and it's going to be more painful and traumatizing than jumping to the floor.
I could try to do a partial hanging from inside where no one will find me until it's too late but I probably going to fail at it because I suck at everything. Can someone help me with how to do it more efficiently?
Thank you for any help
*Edited and added later: Never mind the drop hanging. I just read and won't risk something going wrong. It's better to just jump. But I appreciate any help in partial hanging and experiences shared.
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