new life

new life

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Feb 11, 2020
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On my way now to my location to plan where i want to do it exactly. Thats if if i even get there.
 
faust

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lost among the stars
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I might assume you selected a remote location. How do you feel now?
 
new life

new life

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Feb 11, 2020
276
I already have a area in mind i was on my way to actually decide on the exact location in that area. But i was tempted to kill myself on the way.
 
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ClonesAnnoyMe

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Feb 7, 2020
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What i mean to tell you more is I already have a area in mind i was on my way to actually decide on the exact location in that area.

Hey man I know your emotions are running high but can you share on why you want to ctb?
 
new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
UPDATE i have it now fully planned out. It will be in an undisclosed remote area and will be by carbon monoxide posining instead of hanging as that is less painfull. It will be done as soon as the campsites open around March. Now it is planned i feel much better and just need to action it.

The reason i want to CTB is I have autism, jobless and have failed uni twice. People have fallen out with me because they cant help me which they want to do, despite me not wanting them to help me. I am getting no support from the the mental health teams and they dont listen. The usual revolving door. This world is not for me and i want to catch the bus.
 
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An0nymouse_97

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Feb 10, 2020
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UPDATE i have it now fully planned out. It will be in an undisclosed remote area and will be by carbon monoxide posining instead of hanging as that is less painfull. It will be done as soon as the campsites open around March. Now it is planned i feel much better and just need to action it.

The reason i want to CTB is I have autism, jobless and have failed uni twice. People have fallen out with me because they cant help me which they want to do, despite me not wanting them to help me. I am getting no support from the the mental health teams and they dont listen. The usual revolving door. This world is not for me and i want to catch the bus.
Keep us updated x
 
new life

new life

Experienced
Feb 11, 2020
276
Keep us updated x
will do X
Back at home now just going to try and get some sleep and reveiw the plan tomorrow. Does anybody know what is the beat stuff to buy is it a chimney starter kit or what.
 
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