Venting suicide note

[No_Body]

i just finished writing my suicide note, i think from a base level of understanding of my condition it does the job

but part of me still feels so much is left out, i wish i had more courage to write, express myself fully but they would just wish they'd never knew if i did that

it's hard existing this world without feeling truly understood by anyone

i have come to notice, it's only so much you could say

 

[Jadotine]

I understand how you feel
I won't leave a note personally, but I have documented how I felt for the past months and will leave this notebook behind. So I will say everything I want to say, and honestly it's very healing for me! I just avoid mentioning any specific person to try not to guilt trip anyone specifically

If people want to read it, they will get to know me better if they wish for it. But I know that if they didn't care to begin with they wouldn't go through the hassle of reading all that. I will hope that at least one person will somewhat understand the hellish existence we are going through...
It's kinda like a test actually, and I am sure that reading that will give them some peace of mind at least after seeing what I was going through (and that the decision wasn't just made on impulse)