Discussion Suicide Letters

[HowSoonIsNow]

What you think about leaving without saying anything? Are you going to leave a letter?
I don't think that I'm going to write a letter, I'm going to set a scheduled tweet to give my friends the bad news, I don't think that words can describe how I feel anymore..

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i've thought about leaving with saying anything, since nobody's going to understand something even if i do write something.
but at the same time, i don't want people to try and make me into a different person or paint me in a different light. that's why i'm writing a note. not to comfort any loved ones (there's only one person i care about enough to do that for), but to make sure i'm not turned into something i'm not.

 

[DyingAlf]

I'm not going to leave a letter.

I have updated my will & put some preferences regarding funeral, ashes etc in that but I'm not great with words & I don't want people to think that they understand why I did it because of some badly thought out, badly written, letter.

Also, if I'm honest in a letter people (especially my mother) will deny things I say (as usual) & use it as "proof" that I'm crazy/out of my mind.

 

[Linkous M]

my english is terrible and I want to kill myself for that !!!!

Dear friend,
it's a very personal, very personal issue. my advice is to plan it to be the most comfortable for those who stay. remember this. I learned this a lot here.

my biggest wish and challenge is that everyone thinks it was an accident with SN in the kitchen (something like - I'm using nitrites for meat but, apparently, I mistook it for sugar and drank a poisoned tea). no cards. without trace. for everyone to be confused and believe that it really could have been an accident. I believe that everyone will be better.

as I said it is a personal decision. also think about how you want to be remembered.

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

my english is terrible and I want to kill myself for that !!!!

Dear friend,
it's a very personal, very personal issue. my advice is to plan it to be the most comfortable for those who stay. remember this. I learned this a lot here.

my biggest wish and challenge is that everyone thinks it was an accident with SN in the kitchen (something like - I'm using nitrites for meat but, apparently, I mistook it for sugar and drank a poisoned tea). no cards. without trace. for everyone to be confused and believe that it really could have been an accident. I believe that everyone will be better.

as I said it is a personal decision. also think about how you want to be remembered.

Oh I understand your point..I really do, also, I've sent you a private message!!

 

[death137]

I'm not going to leave. I've nothing to explain. Also I regret leaving a letter 7 months ago when I left a one sentence letter in my suitcase to hang myself outside home (didn't found good location). They read the letter and the consequence was bad.

 

[Sinai Silence]

It does feel really difficult deliberating whether to leave a note or not. On one hand I feel the people I care about deserve an answer but at the same time I can never find the words to say and I know whatever I do say will never be enough for them. I've seen some pretty well written notes on here and I just wouldn't be able to compare to them.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I've gone backwards and forwards over leaving letters and I've now decided against it. For one it'll be too hard for me to write and I don't want something putting me off ctb. Secondly I just don't think it'll offer closure. I thought that maybe it would give some peace of mind and something physical to remember me by, but now I think it'll just bring sadness.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I'm planning on just vanishing. I'll leave an anonymous note online that should (hopefully) only be read if a randomer stumbles upon it.

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

I tried to write something but I ended up crying way to much... I'm pathetic

 

[foxdie]

I go back and forth on this always. Part of me wants to leave no note, I can never explain. But another part of me feels great grief for those I'll leave behind. I've been crying a lot too, I get this.

 

[Darrenloses]

I'll conjure up a big hate filled sms and send it to my dickhead dad and also write a letter detailing why I couldn't go on in life.

 

[whywere]

I tried to write something but I ended up crying way to much... I'm pathetic

You are NOT pathetic at all. You are a wonderful person with lots of love and great ideas to share with the world and all of us here on sanctioned suicide. I have nobody in this world at all except my global family here so I will/would not leave any letter. I truly value you as a global family member and please reach out to me if you would like to. All the love and peace in the world to you.