Venting Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one

[The Disqualified]

Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one. All I most sincerely wish is to commit Suicide. Suicide is all that comes to my head as I type this.
As I look at my life, after so much pain has settled in, I come to the conclusion that there is no way out. I've reached a dead end. There is nowhere to go. All the doors are closed. No more path can be taken. All further attempts are futile. And, as this realization sets in, my yearning for Suicide only grows the deeper and the ever more intense.
The only thing I think about is Suicide.
Suicide is the only way I am getting out of this one.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

same. suicide is my salvation, my escape from this hell the only thing that matters to me

but they say we can't kill ourselves, that we have to suffer extreme torture only to die anyway

either way suicide or not every human will die, and soon too cause how fast did the last 5 years fly by?

but I can't go through even a few seconds or minutes of the worst pain before i die , why should i ? so suicide is only skipping torture because we all end up soon in the same place Non-existence forever, obliterated for all time

 

[Liebestod]

either way suicide or not every human will die, and soon too cause how fast did the last 5 years fly by?

I've come to this conclusion, that's why at this point I don't really care whether I live or die, but at least I will always have suicide by gas poisoning as an option (I had firearms as an option but mine got seized by the fucking cops), but I've become indifferent about everything including living and dying. Death is inevitable after all.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I've come to this conclusion, that's why at this point I don't really care whether I live or die, but at least I will always have suicide by gas poisoning as an option (I had firearms as an option but mine got seized by the fucking cops), but I've become indifferent about everything including living and dying. Death is inevitable after all.

yes. but as for me i can't tolerate bad pain so i have to kill myself or i'll be in extreme torture.

i would never want to go through even 3 seconds of the worst pain much less months of the constant worst pain

but i want to suicide even if i had a good life.