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deadsoul666
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- Dec 9, 2020
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So some of the things i was concerned about when ctb is to be actually found as a body.. the hustle, funeral and all of that shitty stuff..i wanna avoid all of that. so i thought about just ended it up and turn into ashes for my body not to be found by any mean.. i just want to disappear for good yk?
maybe yall will be concerned about the pain and suffering but like i'm thinking of having dozens of painkillers ( which will help in the ctb anyways when i take hella overdose) and then after sometimes when the pills take its course i'll just set myself on fire.. ever read about "johar" in the hindu history? When women used to commit suicide by throwing themselves in fire to not let the invaders nail their bodies.. pretty much want the same concept but with some plans to minimize the burning pain... what y'all think?
maybe yall will be concerned about the pain and suffering but like i'm thinking of having dozens of painkillers ( which will help in the ctb anyways when i take hella overdose) and then after sometimes when the pills take its course i'll just set myself on fire.. ever read about "johar" in the hindu history? When women used to commit suicide by throwing themselves in fire to not let the invaders nail their bodies.. pretty much want the same concept but with some plans to minimize the burning pain... what y'all think?