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Tamazi 123

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Jan 13, 2020
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How does everyone deal with their suicidal urges? I feel like it all day long because my anxiety flight system is to kill myself to get away.
 
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Yes, that happens but in a very unstable manner. I just have to be patient in this case, won't be able to CTB right now anyway and it is better simply to wait.
 
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Tamazi 123

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That's effectively where I am all day everyday, unstable
 
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That's effectively where I am all day everyday, unstable
That's also me everyday. I just try to power through the anxiety which at times is almost impossible. I hope you are having more usccess with it though.
 
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Tamazi 123

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That's also me everyday. I just try to power through the anxiety which at times is almost impossible. I hope you are having more usccess with it though.
If you power through it will it eventually go away?
 
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If you power through it will it eventually go away?
i believe powering through it helps you to get you to a point, where the urge and feeling of you're suicidal ideation won't be as strong as it is now. a point where the good and happiness in life outweighs any negativity you feel, in relation to you're suicidal ideation.

unfortunately, getting to that point in life, where we have what we want, were happy, etc; is just so hard :/. it's a journey, and a road i don't even know if i wanna go down. but powering through it, and actually getting to that point would feel amazing. think of it as this; everything thats bothering you right now in life, anything that you've wanted, you have it all plus more, you're finally happy. i feel like if i had the things i've hoped to have and accomplished, making me happy, my suicidal urges would easily have gone away and/or wouldnt be as strong as they are now. unfortunately, not all of us are lucky enough to have things that we desire and wish to have.
 
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