W3akCr3atur3
Empty and hollow
- Aug 3, 2020
- 357
Even when I was 5-7 years old I used to look down from a balcony and thought what if? What if I jump? What comes after life? I knew I wouldn't be able to cancel it once I jump, but it didn't really scare me that much. I used to think about it a lot. What if there's something awaits me after death? What if it's better than life? What if nothingness is better that life? And I have to commit my childhood was mostly happy.
Seems like I never was too scared of dying.
As I was getting older it only became worse. I thought of it as a solution of everything. Even when things and my sanity wasn't as fucked.
Does anybody else thought about death/suicide when they were a child and life wasn't too bad?
Seems like I never was too scared of dying.
As I was getting older it only became worse. I thought of it as a solution of everything. Even when things and my sanity wasn't as fucked.
Does anybody else thought about death/suicide when they were a child and life wasn't too bad?