Help Suicidal Gesture

[BrugmansiaFreak]

Well, I have a way in my mind to ctb but everytime I face the Death, by body get so afraid that don't let me go ahead (survival instincts).
For now my life is a mess, and I'm a musician with 27yo, would be nice to go into de 27 club, but I'll turn 28 next year. But NOW I don't know what to do... I have in my hand a lot of benzos, you guys think that I can swallow all the pills and go into a coma for a time? And the most important question: It can help something? It worth?
Thank you.

 

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Read:

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

It's not worth it.

 

[BrugmansiaFreak]

Read:

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

It's not worth it.

I read, but I'm not trying to ctb really, is just a hopeless scream. A very fucking loud scream. I mean, what can happens more than a coma? Kurt Cobain was putted in a Rohypnol coma (spontaneously or by Courtney Love, who knows) and he woke up like hours after and he didn't seem to have any brain damage or something. The first thing that he did after woke up from the coma was to write "fuck Courtney".