Title. I am suicidal because I don't want to keep working for another 40 years before I retire. It is not that my work is bad, it is that I can't feel joy. And don't forget the fact that there are roadblocks all the time in my life. Each time something good happens to me, something bad does too. I just got Sonic Crossworlds Racing Deluxe, so that I could get more Hatsune Miku. And then, my controller stopped working. So, I now have to get a new controller. Seriously, fuck my life. And a lot of other nasty things keep happening to me. I am gluttonous (still managing to be of average weight), unable to keep up a fast, and barely able to keep my very low calorie diet up. ~~Being~~ Trying to be vegan during Xmas is horrible. I am struggling with NoFap. Amongst a lot of other things. I wish people would stop procreating all the time.
My reasons aren't so very different to yours really. The whole having to work and it effectively not being worth it. Maybe I'm over dramatic but, I don't see that as a small reason personally. If I pretty much hate the very nature of life- having to work to pay for life and, it not being worth it anyway, that feels like a fundamental problem to me!
I also get massively irritated by the more minor inconveniences too. And, I share your anti- natilist sentiments. It's just tiring too- feeling so annoyed/ resentful so much of the time.
I also get massively irritated by the more minor inconveniences too. And, I share your anti- natilist sentiments. It's just tiring too- feeling so annoyed/ resentful so much of the time.
