Discussion Suicidal but you still have fear?

[Suicidal4Ever]

Anyone wonder how you could be suicidal but if someone put a gun to their head they show fear?

 

[newdawnfades]

Personally, it all comes down to controlling when and how I die. I want to die on my own terms, not anyone else's...

 

[Armadillo]

Survival instinct and evalutation of the risk/benefit factor.

But even on this, everyone is different. I can only speak for myself but I can assure you that my sense of fear, the more primal one, the fight or flight response, has gone to shit completely. I can watch horror movies at night at home alone and not blink an eye even at the jumpscares.

If someone put a gun to my head I'll probably laugh and mock him hoping he pulls the trigger. In other situations, like is someone tried to stab me, I would fight back because the chanche of dying is slim and I'll probably just end up severly injured.

 

[Bread]

Personally, it all comes down to controlling when and how I die. I want to die on my own terms, not anyone else's...

This is exactly the same for me. Whether it's an illness, an attack, or an accident, I don't want to die from something that I didn't have control over.

 

[21Neberg]

I wouldn't want to die if some nonce runs up to me to shank me. I'd try to resist, as I want to control the circumstances of my own death so I can maximize chances of CTB.

 

[Aesthler]

I'd be okay with someone shooting me, even if it wasn't in the head so long as it was fatal. Cause then I'd feel like it's finally happening.