Method Suggestions for carcinogens?

[AtribecalledD]

I know that my post will most likely arouse pity; I hope I will not receive hate for what I am about to write. I would like to receive sound suggestions regarding carcinogens so that I can go through a slow passing in time and that I cannot cause trauma and shock towards my close acquaintances, friends and family members as I do with a suicide caused by sudden death.

IARC (International Agency for Research on Cancer) has compiled lists that group substances based on the strength of the evidence showing that a substance can cause cancer, e.g., for those in Group 1 there is strong evidence of carcinogenicity (e.g., cigarette smoke, asbestos, alcohol, UV radiation, red meat processing).

I would need suggestions regarding certain methods such as taking/inhaling readily available chemicals with a very high probability of contracting a malignant tumor so as to mask my real intentions since they unfortunately leaked out in the last session with the psychologist (who obviously handled the issue very poorly unlike my psychiatrist, who is totally on another level regarding his approach to my pain and respect for it).

If you have a very good knowledge of chemistry it is obviously a surplus. I need a time limit to think but the situation remains painful and tragic.
Thanks in advance.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

It's interesting you write this, as prior to my choosing a specific method, my Google search history consisted of "how to induce cancer" "HIV fatality time" - I even looked into the deadliness of scurvy of all things! I guess many of us would much rather be taken out this way, it removes some level of responsibility. Unfortunately my research didn't really come to much. Cancer is, from what I can see, an extremely unpredictable illness.

Still, this is a feeling/desire I've seen repeated quite a lot on this forum, so don't feel bad about thinking it.

 

[AtribecalledD]

It's interesting you write this, as prior to my choosing a specific method, my Google search history consisted of "how to induce cancer" "HIV fatality time" - I even looked into the deadliness of scurvy of all things! I guess many of us would much rather be taken out this way, it removes some level of responsibility. Unfortunately my research didn't really come to much. Cancer is, from what I can see, an extremely unpredictable illness.

Still, this is a feeling/desire I've seen repeated quite a lot on this forum, so don't feel bad about thinking it.

Thank you very much for your understanding

 

[Forveleth]

There is no sure-fire way of giving yourself cancer. You say you want to do this to cover, what I am assuming is suicidal, intentions. Getting cancer takes years of exposure even from highly carcinogenic substances so this would be a potentially decades-long plan. Unfortunately, there is not a substance that will reliably and quickly give you cancer.

 

[Turtle Power]

Just start drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes. Both of them are socially acceptable and are very likely to give you cancer.

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

You could just use SA. It would be abrupt, but there would be no trace if you removed all signs and fell into water so that any toxic vomit was spread out to where it became so diluted so as to become non-toxic. Of course that wouldn't give your loved ones time to come to terms with it, so on that end, I'm not sure. Sorry.

Other than that your best bet is a lot of fast food, fried fatty and sugary foods, cigarettes, cigars, and alcohol.

 

[pathetic failure]

I once read somewhere that if you eat one fully burnt slice of toast everyday and I mean completely black.You could get cancer in about a year.But I don't know if that's true and even if it's true you could get a terrible and very painful cancer

 

[outrider567]

Bacon and hot dogs

I know that my post will most likely arouse pity; I hope I will not receive hate for what I am about to write. I would like to receive sound suggestions regarding carcinogens so that I can go through a slow passing in time and that I cannot cause trauma and shock towards my close acquaintances, friends and family members as I do with a suicide caused by sudden death.

IARC (International Agency for Research on Cancer) has compiled lists that group substances based on the strength of the evidence showing that a substance can cause cancer, e.g., for those in Group 1 there is strong evidence of carcinogenicity (e.g., cigarette smoke, asbestos, alcohol, UV radiation, red meat processing).

I would need suggestions regarding certain methods such as taking/inhaling readily available chemicals with a very high probability of contracting a malignant tumor so as to mask my real intentions since they unfortunately leaked out in the last session with the psychologist (who obviously handled the issue very poorly unlike my psychiatrist, who is totally on another level regarding his approach to my pain and respect for it).

If you have a very good knowledge of chemistry it is obviously a surplus. I need a time limit to think but the situation remains painful and tragic.
Thanks in advance.

Get exposed to lethal radiation, like the end of the movie Kiss Me Deadly(1955) and City Of Fear(1959)

 

[AtribecalledD]

It's interesting you write this, as prior to my choosing a specific method, my Google search history consisted of "how to induce cancer" "HIV fatality time" - I even looked into the deadliness of scurvy of all things! I guess many of us would much rather be taken out this way, it removes some level of responsibility. Unfortunately my research didn't really come to much. Cancer is, from what I can see, an extremely unpredictable illness.

Still, this is a feeling/desire I've seen repeated quite a lot on this forum, so don't feel bad about thinking it.

Thank you very much for your understanding

Just start drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes. Both of them are socially acceptable and are very likely to give you cancer.

I personally choose not to smoke and not to overdo alcohol for several personal reasons (I hate the smell of smoke and suffer from stomach acidity if I overdo alcohol), if it were that simple I would have started long ago...
I would first like to have time to complete everything I want to do with my life and leave, I would add that carcinogens such as asbestos (hard to get here in Europe because it is illegal now) and naphthalene seem interesting but I don't know precisely what outcome and what kind of cancer one can get over time...sorry for the ignorance but even searching on search engines has a limit because definite answers are not always given. I consume a lot of red and processed meat, little fruit, and maintain a good physical line even though I don't exercise much. More than getting sick with certain substances I would risk immediate poisoning, totally different from my will and predictions

There is no sure-fire way of giving yourself cancer. You say you want to do this to cover, what I am assuming is suicidal, intentions. Getting cancer takes years of exposure even from highly carcinogenic substances so this would be a potentially decades-long plan. Unfortunately, there is not a substance that will reliably and quickly give you cancer.

In fact I need something that exposes me to a lethal disease gradually without necessarily reducing me to becoming an alcoholic smoker. Pesticides also seem like a possible solution but I still don't know exactly how they work on a human body. Years ago (2018/2019) in moments of greatest crisis I tried an overdose of psychotropic drugs (Xanax, which I don't think works with certainty by the way) and I would cut myself in the bathroom just to not bother the others with my pain but since I lived with roommates I was terrified of scaring them and traumatizing them for life, they didn't deserve to see such a horrifying show...