Carina
Angelic
- Dec 22, 2019
- 4,005
Maybe weird, maybe not? I was just curious, does anyone ever notice that you can tell what your subconscious wants, and realize that it totally wants you dead--so much so that it tries to get you to accidently kill yourself. And you have to consciously stop it, as maybe you just can't do that yet, or maybe you don't want to..... I'm assuming that not wanting to might be an option, but really the subconscious, at least to me, is just a reflection of what you really want.
Like you're taking your normal pills--and then you forget if you took them, so you take them again.... then you forget if you took them, so you take them again...
Or your dreams are non-stop stressors to try and force you into depression (since, well, you already are possibly, and your subconscious is you, so it's good at knowing what buttons to push)
Or in dreams it gives you ways you can kill yourself, even offers devices to kill yourself with to play with... like for "practice"
Or your driving, and you notice you're heading toward the oncoming traffic, even though you swear you had your hands to go straight..
Things like that,... Just like things you notice that makes you know exactly where your brain stands (like if you could see yourself from outside yourself).
Like you're taking your normal pills--and then you forget if you took them, so you take them again.... then you forget if you took them, so you take them again...
Or your dreams are non-stop stressors to try and force you into depression (since, well, you already are possibly, and your subconscious is you, so it's good at knowing what buttons to push)
Or in dreams it gives you ways you can kill yourself, even offers devices to kill yourself with to play with... like for "practice"
Or your driving, and you notice you're heading toward the oncoming traffic, even though you swear you had your hands to go straight..
Things like that,... Just like things you notice that makes you know exactly where your brain stands (like if you could see yourself from outside yourself).
