watereyes
les malheurs de lizzie
- Mar 27, 2020
- 737
I'll try to make sense.
So I know from experience that I'm stupid. I'm not asking for someone to tell me otherwise, just for advice. I say the wrong things, at the worst moments. I've been told and I know it. I try to deal with it and I learned to shut up in most situations. All of it should be ok if I wasn't so jealous. So jealous of everyone who just says whats on their mind. I have so much trouble putting whats on my mind into words. Maybe it's just because there's not much in there.
And I hate it. I wish I could just say the 'right' things. Or funny. Or interesting. Whatever. All I've done so far is make a fool of myself. I can't talk about anything without people laughing at me. And I don't even understand why and feel alone.
I tried my best this time but havent really been able to say what I feel exactly. Hopefully someone understands and can help me. I'm really lost.
So yeah advice. How can I put what's on my mind into words? Is it ok to just shut up in most situations or does it make it worse?
So I know from experience that I'm stupid. I'm not asking for someone to tell me otherwise, just for advice. I say the wrong things, at the worst moments. I've been told and I know it. I try to deal with it and I learned to shut up in most situations. All of it should be ok if I wasn't so jealous. So jealous of everyone who just says whats on their mind. I have so much trouble putting whats on my mind into words. Maybe it's just because there's not much in there.
And I hate it. I wish I could just say the 'right' things. Or funny. Or interesting. Whatever. All I've done so far is make a fool of myself. I can't talk about anything without people laughing at me. And I don't even understand why and feel alone.
I tried my best this time but havent really been able to say what I feel exactly. Hopefully someone understands and can help me. I'm really lost.
So yeah advice. How can I put what's on my mind into words? Is it ok to just shut up in most situations or does it make it worse?