futurebuscatcher
Cat Connoisseur
- Sep 15, 2024
- 30
I don't think anyone around me gets the actual severity of what I am going through. Even friends who say I can talk to them just don't get it.
There's just a part of that's convinced if I try to attempt and are at least stopped maybe then will they actually help me. Realistically though theyre just gonna send me to a mental hospital to get abused and make me worse before and then sweep it under the rug. I just want someone to fucking help me but it's nor gonna happen so I shoukd get CTB for real.
I feel like such an attention seeker but I cant handle it.
There's just a part of that's convinced if I try to attempt and are at least stopped maybe then will they actually help me. Realistically though theyre just gonna send me to a mental hospital to get abused and make me worse before and then sweep it under the rug. I just want someone to fucking help me but it's nor gonna happen so I shoukd get CTB for real.
I feel like such an attention seeker but I cant handle it.
