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NeverGoodEnuff
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- Sep 28, 2020
- 398
Was cruising along, feeling pretty good, or at least not bad, then I did a stupid thing.
I looked up my daughter's FB page. All the pictures, all the new things in her life. And now the downward spiral begins. Again. Damn damn damn. This will never change and it will never end, will it? I am just so tired of this and I did this to myself.
Edit: And the moment I hit "post", I get a text from her with a picture of a grandchild I will never see again. Torture.
Can she see that I was on her public FB page? I didn't log in or anything, I don't have a FB account, even. I just looked at the pictures.
I looked up my daughter's FB page. All the pictures, all the new things in her life. And now the downward spiral begins. Again. Damn damn damn. This will never change and it will never end, will it? I am just so tired of this and I did this to myself.
Edit: And the moment I hit "post", I get a text from her with a picture of a grandchild I will never see again. Torture.
Can she see that I was on her public FB page? I didn't log in or anything, I don't have a FB account, even. I just looked at the pictures.
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