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Bethlehem

Member
Jan 16, 2026
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she's a catalyst in my choice to end it. I loved her a lot even though I only knew her for a short period of time. But yeah. Her dumbass parents and cucked dumb family (her brother who I hate with all of my heart) wouldn't let us talk so inevitably I broke down, panicked got really upset and said shit like I love you never leave me I'll die or some dumb stuff like that and she just looks at me with so much animosity now. I don't want to live to see her get with someone else. We went ON ONE FUCKING DATE. I HATE HER FOR DOING TBIS TO ME. WHY LEAD ME ON????? JUST TO WATCH ME KILL MYSELF???? UGH.
 
NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
Nov 21, 2024
642
Wow. Uh, hey dude. Have you considered that she doesn't look at you with animosity, but uncomfortability and fear?

I get that you are feeling a lot of emotions right now, but she is not your property, and considering the fact that you are calling her insulting names, you clearly aren't in the best shape for a relationship.
 
martyrdom

martyrdom

inanimate object
Nov 3, 2025
357
Your life is not her responsibility, this is extremely manipulative behavior.
 
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Bethlehem

Member
Jan 16, 2026
12
Your life is not her responsibility, this is extremely manipulative behavior.
She blocked me BECAUSE HER DUMB FAMILY MADE HER. We don't speak anymore because she's not even allowed by her retarded dumb family. I can probably never love anyone again because they'll just hate me for it. I never was mean to her. Before she was allegedly forced to block me she told me I did nothing wrong. I DID NOTHING WRONG. I don't even care if I do the ""wrong"" thing. I just need closure then I'll die
 
martyrdom

martyrdom

inanimate object
Nov 3, 2025
357
She blocked me BECAUSE HER DUMB FAMILY MADE HER. We don't speak anymore because she's not even allowed by her retarded dumb family. I can probably never love anyone again because they'll just hate me for it. I never was mean to her. Before she was allegedly forced to block me she told me I did nothing wrong. I DID NOTHING WRONG. I don't even care if I do the ""wrong"" thing. I just need closure then I'll die
But you just said she "looks at you with animosity" and that you threatened to kill yourself if she leaves you.
 
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Bethlehem

Member
Jan 16, 2026
12
Wow. Uh, hey dude. Have you considered that she doesn't look at you with animosity, but uncomfortability and fear?

I get that you are feeling a lot of emotions right now, but she is not your property, and considering the fact that you are calling her insulting names, you clearly aren't in the best shape for a relationship.
Never called her property! She's from an Islamic family and THEY treat her like property by controlling all of her interactions and assets until she dies. Not being Islamophobic, that's just what she told me. And I need a relationship before I CTB. But I probably won't get one. My life is a nightmare. Women treat me like I'm an obstacle to be overcome in their search for their perfect amazing wonderful stuck up piece of shit asshole cuck that they'll die with or something
But you just said she "looks at you with animosity" and that you threatened to kill yourself if she leaves you.
She it's like I'm a fucking ghost she just looks through me like I'm not even there it's so fucked I'm done with this shit
 

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