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Zebulon
The loneliness is killing me
- Jul 30, 2023
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I wrote in a different post not to long ago that I need to make a decision: either go to a clinic for my panic attacks or CTB.
Well now I'm in a clinic and I get panic attacks every single day. After I get one I'm exhausted and get the next one because exhaustion triggers panic attacks in social situations.
Right now I could go home over the weekend, but the thought of going to the clinic again triggers my panic attacks.
And because of that I dont have the energy to CTB.
I just dont know what to do anymore...
Well now I'm in a clinic and I get panic attacks every single day. After I get one I'm exhausted and get the next one because exhaustion triggers panic attacks in social situations.
Right now I could go home over the weekend, but the thought of going to the clinic again triggers my panic attacks.
And because of that I dont have the energy to CTB.
I just dont know what to do anymore...