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endofdays
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- Mar 7, 2022
- 39
I'm really struggling, much as I love those around me life has become intolerable. I cannot sleep and no longer care for anything in life. I have been diagnosed with a liife limiting illness which willl inevitably take my life in a very unpleasant way and this cannot be stopped. . I am desperate and can no longer go on.
I have tried to hang myself but my courage fails me. I have. Also tried strangulation with aplastic bag as a back up but cannot get the tourniquet tight. Enough before running out of air whic just makes me panic and remove the bag.
So I am not ssure what to do next. I have obtained some Wolfsbane and although poisoning is unpleasant I wondered if I ingested Some whilst the noose was. Round my neck, the poison would make me indifferent to thee pain of hanging or the problem of making myself 'step off' which I find impsssiible to do.
I know this sounds convoluted but I cannot find another way and am truly desperate. Does anyone know of a less painful way to go or how to take that final step?
I have tried to hang myself but my courage fails me. I have. Also tried strangulation with aplastic bag as a back up but cannot get the tourniquet tight. Enough before running out of air whic just makes me panic and remove the bag.
So I am not ssure what to do next. I have obtained some Wolfsbane and although poisoning is unpleasant I wondered if I ingested Some whilst the noose was. Round my neck, the poison would make me indifferent to thee pain of hanging or the problem of making myself 'step off' which I find impsssiible to do.
I know this sounds convoluted but I cannot find another way and am truly desperate. Does anyone know of a less painful way to go or how to take that final step?