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Denise2207
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- Aug 9, 2020
- 54
I've always been told "you're the strong one, you can deal with anything." Well guess what? I can't deal with anything right now, I'm broken and have no idea which way to turn. I'm a middle aged female, recently started to self harm, no kids and no significant other. I've been off work 7 weeks due to anxiety/stress/breakdown and am waiting for counselling but the list is huge and there is no appointment in sight. Feel like Ive been abandoned.
Doctor decided that my anti d's (Or happy pills as I like to call them) had stopped working so changed me from citalopram to mirtazapine this last week and I feel like my heads gonna fall off.
My phone is back on do not disturb cos I can't speak to anyone and I've turned off all Notifications for social media as I can't cope with it. I've done nothing but cry all day, it's like I've gone back to the beginning of my breakdown all over again.
I can't go through this again, I'm just not strong enough, Please can someone stop the world from spinning so I can jump off?
Doctor decided that my anti d's (Or happy pills as I like to call them) had stopped working so changed me from citalopram to mirtazapine this last week and I feel like my heads gonna fall off.
My phone is back on do not disturb cos I can't speak to anyone and I've turned off all Notifications for social media as I can't cope with it. I've done nothing but cry all day, it's like I've gone back to the beginning of my breakdown all over again.
I can't go through this again, I'm just not strong enough, Please can someone stop the world from spinning so I can jump off?