overthrone
dead girl sympathizer
- Nov 18, 2025
- 48
I don't know what to believe
Ever since my mental health started to decline, I've questioned God.
Why does he insist on bad things always happening to me? Does he do it because he thinks I'm worth it? Does he do it to see me overcome struggle? Does he do it because it's funny?
Am I supposed to thank him for my achievements? For the knowledge and skill I've gained and the good things that have happened to me? I dont think that's right. I've worked for everything I've gotten. I've learned and grown all by myself. Why I supposed to thank this God for all my hard work?
Ever since my mental health started to decline, I've questioned God.
Why does he insist on bad things always happening to me? Does he do it because he thinks I'm worth it? Does he do it to see me overcome struggle? Does he do it because it's funny?
Am I supposed to thank him for my achievements? For the knowledge and skill I've gained and the good things that have happened to me? I dont think that's right. I've worked for everything I've gotten. I've learned and grown all by myself. Why I supposed to thank this God for all my hard work?
