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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,204
Is anyone else experiencing this? If so what can we do?
I've written a lot about how my company was sold. A job I loved is now a living hell and I'll eventually be let go.
The stress of it is weakening me. Stomach pain. Sleeplessness. Muscle tension. Depression. Stomach pain leads to a poor diet.
My body is just wrecked. It's so difficult to do basic things.
I think it's one reason I've not been able to buy a gun. Too weak. Literally. I have to mentally psyche myself up to get groceries, let along target practice.
Is anyone else experiencing this? Also just tired of this constant pain.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
472
it's completely real. when my health was at rock bottom i couldn't think about a single thing but the 30 minute relief of my next med or getting up to microwave a heating pad for the never ending abdominal pain. bigger solutions just didn't seem relevant to me. my brain was completely tunneled in on symptom A, B, etc, and resolving it the way I knew how.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Student
Sep 10, 2025
122
Is anyone else experiencing this? If so what can we do?
I've written a lot about how my company was sold. A job I loved is now a living hell and I'll eventually be let go.
The stress of it is weakening me. Stomach pain. Sleeplessness. Muscle tension. Depression. Stomach pain leads to a poor diet.
My body is just wrecked. It's so difficult to do basic things.
I think it's one reason I've not been able to buy a gun. Too weak. Literally. I have to mentally psyche myself up to get groceries, let along target practice.
Is anyone else experiencing this? Also just tired of this constant pain.
I'm right there with you in every aspect...
 
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