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Susan Caswell
Specialist
- Feb 25, 2019
- 316
I think this is my only option now and ive only eaten about 200 calories a day since March if i stop now no food no water how long will it take will it be quick i dont want to die but dont want to live with this deafening tinnitus its made me so ill if only i could stand it at least like it was at the start how can the body do this to itself ive no clue cause came from nowhere i dint get it i was very healthy fit happy loving life its driving me insane it never stops never down its been 3 years 3 months of torturous hell how can this happen i had so much living left to do im so frightened and never been frightened in my life im so tired but the noise jet plane roaring how do i live with that rest of my life please let it stop id take months to get well from how ill i am now and frail and skin and bone just cant believe its even happened to me i walked every day cycled dance class ate well lived really well have everything i could want and id trade it all for this tinnitus to stop could have stood and lived with anything at all but this