dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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I smoke weed couple months then quit couple months.

I'm ready to start quitting again.

It does not help, but I've been an addict 20 years, addicted to use any substance available except cocaine , no cocaine is a hard drug I won't go back too.

But quitting weed alone is no good by itself , need to exercise and breed life, create things or I'll be the same bag of shit who doesn't do things if I smoked weed.
 
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JoeFailure

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I don't smoke weed but I've been using cbd oil the last few days and it's at least helping to take off some of the anxiety sometimes. Probably letting me function a little bit more.
 
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Cool cool yeah, cbd supposedly has some benefits, will look into it, it doesn't get you high right?
 
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Circles

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I smoke weed couple months then quit couple months.

I'm ready to start quitting again.

It does not help, but I've been an addict 20 years, addicted to use any substance available except cocaine , no cocaine is a hard drug I won't go back too.

But quitting weed alone is no good by itself , need to exercise and breed life, create things or I'll be the same bag of shit who doesn't do things if I smoked weed.
It helps me some but not as much as it did when I first started smoking. I've been smoking nonstop almost everyday for the past 5 years and everyday it's the only thing I still look forward to. You could say I'm addicted to it but I don't care at this point as long as I feel some relief and even get a good laugh or two.
 
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dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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It helps me some but not as much as it did when I first started smoking. I've been smoking nonstop almost everyday for the past 5 years and everyday it's the only thing I still look forward to. You could say I'm addicted to it but I don't care at this point as long as I feel some relief and even get a good laugh or two.

Okay, I totally get it. Believe me.

I understand!
 
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dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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It was so difficult the urge to distract myself, or to avoid life.
I had so much on my mind and couldn't resist the need to escape.
I understood I do smoke weed to escape reality.... and it did work!! for a little while, im back in reality... weed doesn't do the trick, plus I did escape for a yesterday evening but after the weed everything sucks.... im good for nothing when stoned.


Today I stop smoking, again... its not brining anything good, except escape from reality, but its also not a good productive escape...
 
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