SchizophrenicFantasy
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- Aug 18, 2020
- 12
I tried making my situation better I've really really tried.. I got back onto my meds, got a new job, fixed my car up, and I still can't seem to shake my desire to die. I feel so alone no matter what I do. I even stepped away from here for a while but being away has made me realize how alone I truly am and I don't know how I'm going to make it through the next month. I gave it almost a month and my mind has stayed set on death. I don't really eat much anymore I'm losing a lot of weight and my family members have started wondering if I'm going back down that hole.. might go camping this weekend and do it then not sure but I just want to hear all of your thoughts. I welcome all feedback