Still here unfortunately

[Saddaisy]

So all my plans keep getting ruined. With corona never ending I'm just going to have to get up early one day when he works and I don't. I'm wondering how cutting your wrists is in terms of a way to go? I did a few practice cuts tonight and it was super easy. Had two tourniquets so the vein popped up nicely. I waited about 10 minutes with them on and I barely had to put any pressure on it for it to bleed for a long time. The cuts were so tiny I knew it wasn't going to do anything.

this Is the best method I can find since I'm pretty sure if I take enough meds that decrease clotting and leave the tourniquets on (at least one) I'll be good because it'll be at least 8 hours before I'm found. Is that enough time to bleed enough?

there's nothing that's going to change my mind. I'm just angry I've had to wait this long. I don't belong on this planet and I don't understand why dr assisted suicide is illegal here. I wish I lived in Switzerland

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Do you not worry about failing and having ruined the mechanics of your wrists?
You actually have to cut fairly deep to cut the artery.
Have you researched it?

 

[virginiawoolf86]

From what I've read, cutting your wrists isn't a nice or effective way to go out. I'm sorry that you're suffering so much. If you want to vent feel free to message me.

 

[Saddaisy]

I've looked into it a little. It seems like it would be doable bc the tourniquets made my arm go numb so I didn't even feel the cuts I made and didn't have to apply any pressure at all. I'm open to other suggestions but I don't care about the suffering I go through as long as the end result is I'm no longer alive .

 

[sadworld]

Cutting your wrists isn't a nice and reliable way to go and you need to cut reeaallly deep. I would suggest you to look up the resource thread.

 

[Saddaisy]

Basically I just want something easy and I think this will be easy enough for me. I was being cautious this time because I have tattoos on both my wrists and I didnt want to bring attention to the cuts. I would do it tonight but I'm not alone and I don't want to get caught. Hanging is my other choice. Handcuff myself so I can't stop it and just let it happen...
I just looked at the thread and I have easy access to SN. I just need to know how much exactly I would need for my weight bc while I can get some without it being noticed idk if it'll be enough to do the job.

 

[heavyglow]

You wont die by cutting your veins. It will eventually stop to bleed at some point. You would need to get to your arteries which are way deeper.

 

[Nurse T]

I've looked into it a little. It seems like it would be doable bc the tourniquets made my arm go numb so I didn't even feel the cuts I made and didn't have to apply any pressure at all. I'm open to other suggestions but I don't care about the suffering I go through as long as the end result is I'm no longer alive .

Hi, I'm sorry your in this place, I have tried to cut my wrists in the past, you can get quite deep, but even with a tourniquet you won't tolerate the pain of catching nerves and tendons, I'm sorry this probably isn't what you want to hear, I just want to save you from more pain and anguish. I'm a medical person and the artery isn't where people think it is on wrist it's quite hard to get too. Really sorry your having hard time x

 

[depressedsally]

What about the neck a family member recently did i this way and was successful

 

[Anonymoussn]

What about the neck a family member recently did i this way and was successful

Again this is not reliable, and not a good way to go. You would need to cut very deep, which is difficult to do, and you would risk causing long term damage to your neck. Probably more risky than your wrists in terms of the damage it could do. Please don't do this.

The fact that some people are successful does not mean others will be. There are some people who are successful at pretty much every method you can think of, but that doesn't make it a good idea.

 

[Saddaisy]

is there a way to tie something around your neck so it'll suffocate you in your sleep? I'm going to try this tonight. I'll just cover my head so SO won't see. I just wish I could be around to see his face when he finds me and realizes this is 50% on him and could have been avoided if he supported me like a real man should.

 

[Huntfish34]

I don't believe that would work either . But idk. I'm sorry you are having to experience all of this. Be safe please.

 

[AutoTap]

There are so many better ways then cutting. Cutting is one of the worst options imo seems so slow and painful.

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry you're struggling. I agree- cutting is not the most efficient way of exiting this world. You need to reach the arteries and be able to endure a great deal of pain before dying. It's your choice in the end, but I hope you will research carefully before choosing this option.

 

[ronigail9]

Do the damn SN, 25 grams in 50-100 ml of water. have a couple glasses backed up in case you puke and "go to town". (Take the SN) that's all there is to the sn method, it's pretty deadly if you're not found.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Do the damn SN, 25 grams in 50-100 ml of water. have a couple glasses backed up in case you puke and "go to town". (Take the SN) that's all there is to the sn method, it's pretty deadly if you're not found.

Your post is highly inappropriate!

 

[ronigail9]

Your post is highly inappropriate!

Do the damn SN, 25 grams in 50-100 ml of water. have a couple glasses backed up in case you puke and "go to town". (Take the SN) that's all there is to the sn method, it's pretty deadly if you're not found. Cut your wrists as back up if you wish but it's not necessary

Sorry didn't mean for it to be inappropriate, l that's how I naturally talk, like if she wants to die that bad taking SN which is also available to her is highly suggestable and if she wants to die impulsively all you need is SN.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Sorry didn't mean for it to be inappropriate, l that's how I naturally talk, like if she wants to die that bad taking SN which is also available to her is highly suggestable and if she wants to die impulsively all you need is SN.

The way to respond if you believe their method won't be successful is to tell them that. But to suggest an alternative method in order to "die impulsively", is inappropriate because a) they don't have the SN and b) to advise someone to die on impulse, is seen as encouraging someone to commit suicide.

 

[peacechoice]

Your post is highly inappropriate!

I would say it's better advice. I would rather have op not do something that is risky and end up in intolerable pain. But yeah while not encouraging any behavior.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I would say it's better advice. I would rather have op not do something that is risky and end up in intolerable pain. But yeah while not encouraging any behavior.

There are many other methods! Why not advise OP to research other less painful methods than cutting, rather than advise their own method of choice?

 

[Dead beat dad]

Cutting wrists sounds like it will require huge amounts of willpower and a very high pain threshold, which based on your description you sound like you have but only you can know this.
I'm sorry that you're so angry and that the world is so dark for you and your partner doesn't sound very helpful.
As others have described and you have also identified there are other methods that might be more peaceful and reliable, but ultimately that is down to you.
I'm sorry you're suffering friend, I hope you an find some peace. Love and respect friend.
DBD

 

[Incorrigible77777]

Same. Planned to go this November. And eventually got N after two months' struggle. But SI grew very strong and quite hard to cope with. Wish I could overcome it and by all means end my life before the first sun ray of 2021 comes.

 

[I screwed up]

Sorry to hear ur situation. .. I wont recommend any method to you ... But will pray and Hope u find peace in whatever u do dear.

 

[Lorraine]

I truly hope that, whatever you do, you won't do it impulsively. Planning and research are key, regardless of method. I'm sorry you are in such pain and that you do not have support from your partner. Relationships can be so hard.