BabyCamus
Student
- Mar 2, 2023
- 161
I actually haven't even got around to ordering the sn yet, there's been so many complications. I just have this feeling that something is going to go wrong…
Jumping off a cliff to me has always seemed like a good option. The main thing holding me back is the fear of falling onto someone (not very likely I realise as I would obviously look below and double check no one was there). Above all, I do not want to harm others. The second consideration is how scary and painful it would be (Though it shouldn't be for long obviously). I would take benzos to combat SI, and possibly even listen to music as I'm falling. I think it would be a kind of beautiful way to go, and it just seems fitting for me. All this stress with money and accounts and having to lie to people and wrong things being delivered or delivery problems…idk…it just feels wrong.
What do you guys think?
Jumping off a cliff to me has always seemed like a good option. The main thing holding me back is the fear of falling onto someone (not very likely I realise as I would obviously look below and double check no one was there). Above all, I do not want to harm others. The second consideration is how scary and painful it would be (Though it shouldn't be for long obviously). I would take benzos to combat SI, and possibly even listen to music as I'm falling. I think it would be a kind of beautiful way to go, and it just seems fitting for me. All this stress with money and accounts and having to lie to people and wrong things being delivered or delivery problems…idk…it just feels wrong.
What do you guys think?