Still considering suicide

[Legalizemybody]

I reached out to A not too long ago. Things are going well, but still, in the back of my mind, I really want to die. I am also feeling hesitant, scared, or even guilty. All I have to do is send the money. I'm at a loss.

 

[KleinerWolf]

You don't have to get access of your method if you have any second thoughts about things.

Don't feel bad. Take things easy if you can.

If acquiring a method makes you hesitant and scared,
maybe it isn't right for you, or at least not at this stage.
and perhaps there's something out there that'll still be good for you to explore.

Sorry to hear you are not feeling good in life.
I hope you discover something that helps you feel more at ease.

 

[MBY85]

Hold onto that things going well. Take time. Perhaps hope really exist. Don't worry I am not a prolife. I am disabled, sad, and unable to ctb for psysicals reasons. But I really want to think that better things are waiting for some people here. I wish you the best wherever you decide. Hugs

 

[muffin222]

If you're hesitant and uncertain, I'd recommend pressing pause on your plans and giving yourself a bit more time to consider your options. There's no rush to ctb- the option will always be there. Good luck

 

[Legalizemybody]

You don't have to get access of your method if you have any second thoughts about things.

Don't feel bad. Take things easy if you can.

If acquiring a method makes you hesitant and scared,
maybe it isn't right for you, or at least not at this stage.
and perhaps there's something out there that'll still be good for you to explore.

Sorry to hear you are not feeling good in life.
I hope you discover something that helps you feel more at ease.

Sorry it took me so long to see this. I have been super busy with work. It feels like the right method, I just have to be able to afford it. But, this is excellent advice and I will hold onto it and take it to heart.