Existing certainly is torture, that is undeniable, and feeling trapped here enduring endless days where you inevitably suffer more and more really is something so horrific to me. The way that I see it, there is nothing to be gained by continuing to exist, as all that we are destined for is to deteriorate and then just inevitably die anyway.
It really is such a curse how existing beings have this ability to feel such extreme pain and it disturbs me how this life inflicts so much harm onto those who were unnecessarily and unfairly brought into this world. I see life as being something beyond awful, which is why the thought of being permanently gone from this world comforts me so much as it's finally the end of everything and is the one true solution to end what is the real problem which is life itself.
