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Efem
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- Feb 10, 2019
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I will be recording a video daily until my suicide in August/October. I'll be saving them to my Google Drive which will be fully accessible to my folks come the time of my death. I'm doing this for multiple reasons:
1) Selfishness. Doing this will help me solidify my upcoming death, and will give me a chance to share my personal thoughts out loud.
2) Comfort. Not only is it comforting and cathartic for me, I hope it will be for my folks. These aren't angry videos or anything, just calm vlogs intended to give my family an idea of why I went down the road I did.
3) Instructional. Especially in the final videos, I'll lay out how I would like my death to be handled.
That's it so far.
1) Selfishness. Doing this will help me solidify my upcoming death, and will give me a chance to share my personal thoughts out loud.
2) Comfort. Not only is it comforting and cathartic for me, I hope it will be for my folks. These aren't angry videos or anything, just calm vlogs intended to give my family an idea of why I went down the road I did.
3) Instructional. Especially in the final videos, I'll lay out how I would like my death to be handled.
That's it so far.